Aug 24, 2005 17:06
Well, I'm taking a break from studying because I can't really concentrate. I keep falling asleep or getting dizzy and disfocused.
I've been a little discouraged today because I woke up fine, and went to Humanities and was feeling awake and perfectly fine.
Then, I went to the bookstore at DBCC.
I was browsing through the textbooks when suddenly everything started to swim before my sight, and I lost balance and became nauseous.
I think I blacked out only a little, but I was about ready to keel over in the bookstore. I stood still and breathed slowly for a while, then quickly got my textbooks (which took a while) and got out of there. I managed to walk to the library and went and sat down with Mal, Em, and Jess. I never actually passed out, which I thank God for, but since then, I haven't felt quite right. I keep getting dizzy and stuff and I think I'm getting sick.
I was just having a hard time because it's like the 3rd day of school and I'm already getting sick.
I was sick for the last two semesters nearly the whole time, some of those times with high fevers and stuff so I couldn't think.
I'm just worried that I won't be able to do my homework or even my jobs if I get sick... Whoever reads this... PLEASE PRAY FOR ME!!!
Thank you!!!
I know that God's purpose in my life will be fulfilled, my mortality and sin just gets in the way of my faith sometimes and I struggle with trusting him.
I pray that I would trust Him no matter what may come my way.
Dum Spiro Spero, Dum Expiro Spero.