can i vent?
what can i say i havent updated in a while. then again nothing interesting has happened since.. Oh wait i have a lil mini novela for ya.. then again it might be that dramatic.
so i had a friend who use to stay with me that goes by the name of - DIANA.. she was cool. she is a childhood friend of alexandra. Diana had came from FL to NY in Nov, and was staying at her dad's
Mind you her dad wasnt the greatest dad. didnt really care much for her coming back. i guess her mom couldnt deal with her anymore so she sent here here [NY].. I met her and after a month and a half i tell her to stay with me. Becuz she was having problems with her dad and didnt really have a place to stay. & yes she could have stayed with alex. true but alex didnt have the room in her house. being i lived 2 blocks from alex i didnt see anything wrong.
everything was fine and we were chillin and buggin .. jus having a grand ol' time. i introduced her to 90% of all the ppl she knows now. [or use to]
mind you in dec i had vacation i had finished fall semester. my mother told me she needed to find a job or start school by the time i started classes in jan. that was cool i thought. i told her and she did nothing. TIME came and i told her listen u gotta find another place to stay becuz i let u know in time that u needed to get a job or start school.
She didnt have to pay my mom rent. jus do something with herself. she got upset and decided to tell boonkie i was with bren. ok fine.. and popped mad shit telling them i fxcked this nigguh and the next. HOLD UP ALL the niggas she mention were niqquhs from around the way and alex's brother.. like wtf dont lie and make me seem like some smut when them niqquhs is younger and i dont see them like that.
so she told bren [someone i was with on and off] that i cheated on him with boonkie.. find and dandy... i got over it.
my thing is . if my so call friend is with one person and with another. then you know what do you. who the fuck am i to tell you whats wrong or right. i may give my opinion and tell you how i feel. but i wont run my mouth and add on to shit.
This friday she was with alex and lili and i was with boonkie and kel. so we happened to be on the same block. b/c lili, alex and kel live on the same block. i see her. my 1st reaction is i wanna spit in her face. she didnt even LOOK at me. i felt bad i didnt talk to her. but then i thought about it and was like fuck it. SHE chilled with alex and lili by my building while me and kel and boonkie were about 5 feet away from them... none of us spoke to her. why? why should we. i heard from alex she wanted to talk to me again. but you know what? i dont think so. you wanna be my friend after u popped shit and tried getting wth my girl and ex man.. fck outta here.. mind you u had ur man call me a hoe and pop shit too.. when ya both herbs... you got his initials on ur neck and he breaks up with. Well actually he had his lil sister break up with u.. so now u wanna be my friend cuz you aint got ur MAN .. FUCK YOU. i dont give two fucks, i dont care if i need a kidney and u are the ONLY person who can give it to me. ill die becuz i take it. thats jus me.. im a spiteful bitch..
so that was that.
sat. lili, alex, boonkie and i went to play pool. even though me, boonkie and lili didnt it was jus alex and her friend edwin.. but we chilled.. then drove edwin to the BX. ERICKA I WAS BY YOUR HOUSE!! Well by st. lawerence.. then smoked a blunt and me and boonkie mad some loving!! =]
sunday she left around 9 =D and we all [lili, alex, boonkie and i] smoked a BLUNT.. lol
and that is that! ive got pics ill post up later!!