he was wearing a red, spotted glove..
goodwill down this way rawks! i bought the coolest pair of bowler looking like shoes, and an even cooler bowtie. i was not expecting that, at all. Uncle Joe just stopped by.... again. and reminded me to call marie. now the conscience that still exists is making me feel bad. im going to call her soon. today was work at catonsville. i was up at 430, at the gym by 6 and at work by 9. did i mention i didnt go to bed until 3? ive been sleeping on this little loveseat. how ironic? i should be sleeping in the tent and if i wasnt so prone to being scarred by EVERY effing little thing i would by myself. two nites ago i tried to, but then i heard scratching at my tent.. and thought it could be a bear, or creepy man, or ghost, or alien? so i sneaked back inside and cuddled up with my little kiwi dog on my couch. being so cramped up sleeping really hurts my neck. ahh how i miss my 09484 comforters and melt pillow.did i mention i bought kiwi a shirt and a bowtie. AW! speaking of cute animals i have made a jar and sign and put it in the hospital to donate money for the local animal shelter. they can never get enough. i watched at least 3 people walk by and either roll their eyes or not acknowledge its existence. people are so cruel. i mean i was not saying empty your wallet. but on the same level at least read what it has to say for christ's sake. gr. ive been really frustrated as of late. sappy love movies and sappy songs have made me so emo. i really miss having a boyfriend, having anyone. and i would be lying to say that ive had awesome-ly mind blowing relationships to begin with. we all know of the select one. it seems like every attempt i make to actually get to know someone and start anything, that person, was not who i expected them to be..and im greatly disappointed. i dont like liers and i dont like disrespect. i want someone who will kiss me in the snow and the rain and not care about getting his shoes wet, admire every kiss and hug, can sleep in the same bed all nite and just talk. uh and the first moments in any relationship. where you get butterflies that bring you to your knees, and you cant get that person off your mind. why do i have such bad luck? i cant get a nice guy, i get cocky assholes who care about nothing else other than my attractiveness and sex. yep, thats about it. at least narrow it down. well im getting yelled at i will empty my mind when i get back. im going to wear a scarf! i dont care if its 98 degrees but winter clothes are so much cuter. i cant wait to pull out the sweaters and boots.. blah blah blah im sure you dont care anyways. gibbergibbergibber. im sorry