phone your folks they're up and looking for some answers....
so i finally just plopped down. all day ive been out. i had the suburban and went to mamaws and vacumned and such then grocery shopping, and i had some chai at starbucks. omg orgasmic. thennnn came home then left again in my car to pick up matthew. driving in my car was the best part of the day. i finally was able to turn my music up until my ears were ringing and clear my mind. the beauty of a drivers license is you can run to and from anything. ps i love sonic youth. give me a crappy car full of gas some good cds and some long, windy, backroads and i could occupy myself for a considerable amount of time. anyday. i tried to get an adapter for my effing camera and no such luck. this way sucks because for once i have some good pictures to upload. i don't think i photogenic so i would be lieing through my teeth by saying that i get good pictures all the time. so thats why this is importantante, ?no? sunday im going tubing at harpers ferry. i have not been there in like 3 years. floating down the river should be a really fun time. i hope that some friends can take the time to come with me. please and thank you. i hate not having companionship. being so far away does not help. i think abbie is out of town this weekend, damnit. i;m not going solo.period. tommorrow is friday.. i think. i need something exciting to do. ive lost track. its so weird not hanging out with friends everyday. maybe even more unusual not to be at dennys at 2 am every nite. i dont think i like this too much. nothing good is flawless i just need to occupy my time. i need my early am coffeeish and honeymustarish snacks. de effing prived. shit shit shit. this is something i have finally finished. it is all lyrics. dont misinterpret. capesh.
what do you think about yourself: squint your eyes and look closer. i'm not between you and your ambition. i am a poster girl with no poster. i am thirty-two flavors and then some. and i'm beyond your peripheral vision so you might want to turn your head. cause someday you're going to get hungry and eat most of those words you just said.
what do you think about trends: i was worried and upset about what i'm going to do with your genre acceptance. Then it came to me: you have to turn your back and abandon it.
describe your last relationship: Conversation once colored by esteem became dialogue as a diagram of a play for blood.Took a vacation, my palate got clean. Now I could taste your agenda, while you spitting your cud. This is not love, 'cause i am not in love, infact I cant stop falling out.
First impression of the perfect girlfriend/boyfriend : I said, 'that boy's handsome", and a little bit of me wanted to be beautiful. Carrie said, "It's hard to look at the mirror these days when everyone has something you'd rather be." There's just something about his smile. He looks so nice, I wish I had friends like that. They'd always be there for me, I would'nt look bad. They would'nt talk behind my back.
Describe your ideal relationship: Do you know what I love the most? Even suburbs would be okay. With you between my sheets and the breeze in the window cause we will go there and ignore all our neighbors. I think i'll bring you breakfast and play Johnny Cash on the stereo. I'll sit in the lazy chair all day remembering the things you do. So when you come home, i'll jump up to kiss you and it will knock you back. You'll fall over the TV set. I'll pick you up and dust you off. Oh, baby lets give it a go. I'll kiss your thighs to make you feel all right. And then i'll get closer to taste a little sweat. Oh i think i'm rearing to go. You're gonna get knocked out and tied up in my trunk. In ten years we'll go to Ohio and steal Cadillac's for a living. ( k. the gist and maybe not the last part)
Describe an ideal date: We watched TV and played K.I. For our first date we went to Dennys. We saw my grandma there. she said she liked your hair. i was so shy.
Describe your best friend: Shes electric shes got a family full of eccentrics
Describe.... and this is where i became bored.
what do you think about yourself: squint your eyes and look closer. i'm not between you and your ambition. i am a poster girl with no poster. i am thirty-two flavors and then some. and i'm beyond your peripheral vision so you might want to turn your head. cause someday you're going to get hungry and eat most of those words you just said.
what do you think about trends: i was worried and upset about what i'm going to do with your genre acceptance. Then it came to me: you have to turn your back and abandon it.
describe your last relationship: Conversation once colored by esteem became dialogue as a diagram of a play for blood.Took a vacation, my palate got clean. Now I could taste your agenda, while you spitting your cud. This is not love, 'cause i am not in love, infact I cant stop falling out.
First impression of the perfect girlfriend/boyfriend : I said, 'that boy's handsome", and a little bit of me wanted to be beautiful. Carrie said, "It's hard to look at the mirror these days when everyone has something you'd rather be." There's just something about his smile. He looks so nice, I wish I had friends like that. They'd always be there for me, I would'nt look bad. They would'nt talk behind my back.
Describe your ideal relationship: Do you know what I love the most? Even suburbs would be okay. With you between my sheets and the breeze in the window cause we will go there and ignore all our neighbors. I think i'll bring you breakfast and play Johnny Cash on the stereo. I'll sit in the lazy chair all day remembering the things you do. So when you come home, i'll jump up to kiss you and it will knock you back. You'll fall over the TV set. I'll pick you up and dust you off. Oh, baby lets give it a go. I'll kiss your thighs to make you feel all right. And then i'll get closer to taste a little sweat. Oh i think i'm rearing to go. You're gonna get knocked out and tied up in my trunk. In ten years we'll go to Ohio and steal Cadillac's for a living. ( k. the gist and maybe not the last part)
Describe an ideal date: We watched TV and played K.I. For our first date we went to Dennys. We saw my grandma there. she said she liked your hair. i was so shy.
Describe your best friend: Shes electric shes got a family full of eccentrics
Describe.... and this is where i became bored.