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i forgot i told randy id go to the marinecore ball with him so now i need a dress.
which sucks because light blue is such a hard color to correlate dressyness with. meffer.
but i do get to stay at the innerharbor and have free food and drinks.
drinks
strong water and cocktails. yessum.
but in better news steven called me tonite. i miss him so much, and i cant express how nice it was to talk to him. hes the type of friend i could go for years without talking to, then call him out of the blue and have him there to cry with. like when he says i love you, i know he means it. friendship is such a great thing, and i know i really do love steven. he is one of a kind. the kind of friend i can call and have support me because i know he cares, its not that pretentious, hollywood 'i give a damn' appeal. it has substance.unbelievably authentic.
he worries me so much. hello 908 stomache related problems? the entire drug and riot complication always has me bothered. but he has people there for him when im not.
i also think it is hilarious that he is part of a band we used to make fun of.
...sigh.. the sirs .. cough ....but you know theyve come a long way. i do like them now and theres no resentment toward anyone in that band. not like there has ever been any serious dislike.
i enjoyed our repartee of shooting the shit and nagging on each other. it was at its finest.
so im taking a nap and i wonder if while im laying in bed what i will think about. and considering the daily episode, i will probably think about my true friends(anna you are one of them) and then plead to meet some more 24-carat medallions in pittsburgh to wear on my sleeve or at least become schoolmates and playmates and kissing cousins with.
i think so many people here have potential too.
so yah.
which sucks because light blue is such a hard color to correlate dressyness with. meffer.
but i do get to stay at the innerharbor and have free food and drinks.
drinks
strong water and cocktails. yessum.
but in better news steven called me tonite. i miss him so much, and i cant express how nice it was to talk to him. hes the type of friend i could go for years without talking to, then call him out of the blue and have him there to cry with. like when he says i love you, i know he means it. friendship is such a great thing, and i know i really do love steven. he is one of a kind. the kind of friend i can call and have support me because i know he cares, its not that pretentious, hollywood 'i give a damn' appeal. it has substance.unbelievably authentic.
he worries me so much. hello 908 stomache related problems? the entire drug and riot complication always has me bothered. but he has people there for him when im not.
i also think it is hilarious that he is part of a band we used to make fun of.
...sigh.. the sirs .. cough ....but you know theyve come a long way. i do like them now and theres no resentment toward anyone in that band. not like there has ever been any serious dislike.
i enjoyed our repartee of shooting the shit and nagging on each other. it was at its finest.
so im taking a nap and i wonder if while im laying in bed what i will think about. and considering the daily episode, i will probably think about my true friends(anna you are one of them) and then plead to meet some more 24-carat medallions in pittsburgh to wear on my sleeve or at least become schoolmates and playmates and kissing cousins with.
i think so many people here have potential too.
so yah.