autumnal
i spent a good five hours today sitting in front of this computer looking up terms for bio and revising all my german homework. did i feel productive? you know i did. stefanie helped me through it with talk of the amish and finding the german word for "gay" (schwull).
love is sharing a veggie pizza and saying 'pick up!' when their friend calls from spain. love is directing your friend in a very movie-esque fashion to stand up for his rights and get to the heart of the matter. love is driving all the way down northeast adams so that man gets his sweatshirt back. love is forgoing sleep just so she can see her darling boyfriend. love is buying apple candles and sharing cigarettes. love is trying your damndest to get copies of xiu xiu. love is sitting in the art building while she sorts through packages and circles 'yes' or 'no'.
imran talked about his spirituality today. it made me think of my lack thereof. nothing quite fits with my ideals. i want something to mold to me, not me mold to it.
nothing is overly wonderful, but nothing is tremendously awful. everything is very middle of the road and that is fine by me.
i want so many things for myself, but i'm having a hard time starting. self motivation.
i'm not in love. but i remember what it feels like.
the fall does strange things.
love is sharing a veggie pizza and saying 'pick up!' when their friend calls from spain. love is directing your friend in a very movie-esque fashion to stand up for his rights and get to the heart of the matter. love is driving all the way down northeast adams so that man gets his sweatshirt back. love is forgoing sleep just so she can see her darling boyfriend. love is buying apple candles and sharing cigarettes. love is trying your damndest to get copies of xiu xiu. love is sitting in the art building while she sorts through packages and circles 'yes' or 'no'.
imran talked about his spirituality today. it made me think of my lack thereof. nothing quite fits with my ideals. i want something to mold to me, not me mold to it.
nothing is overly wonderful, but nothing is tremendously awful. everything is very middle of the road and that is fine by me.
i want so many things for myself, but i'm having a hard time starting. self motivation.
i'm not in love. but i remember what it feels like.
the fall does strange things.