set me free...
so, i can honestly say i was a zombie when i woke up this morning, going on less than 3 hours sleep and the gripping of a father isnt a good way to begin a new day..it doesnt help that i spent the majority of the night upset and in tears, but thats another story im not willing to write as of the moment.
so here it is, almost one am, and yet again i am waiting for the phone to ring, i try to not want it, act like i dont care, but the fact of the matter is im awake with nothing to pre occupy my time at one am besides stare at the cell phone in hopes for a decent conversation later tonight. my expectations are to high, and i have a gut feeling that im going to be disapointed once more here in the next few minutes. 7/28 update, theres nothing to be disappointed about, i love him.
but today wasnt all bad, i got the lacuna coil cd ((which might i add is badass)), and a manson cd. ((anti christ superstar))
i hung out with mario and jon, beast, jay, and tim for a little while, but they were all talking about a going to a party so i bailed, it was all rainy and i just wanted to be home anyway.
tomorrow im going to see shadows fall and as i lay dying, it should be something hxc. im really all sorts of excited about seeing as i lay dying.
oh, i got a new scn tonight kids...
you emmer effer
so, ya. slap that to your b/l.
thats about it.
*bamboo can grow up to 3 feet in one day.
so here it is, almost one am, and yet again i am waiting for the phone to ring, i try to not want it, act like i dont care, but the fact of the matter is im awake with nothing to pre occupy my time at one am besides stare at the cell phone in hopes for a decent conversation later tonight. my expectations are to high, and i have a gut feeling that im going to be disapointed once more here in the next few minutes. 7/28 update, theres nothing to be disappointed about, i love him.
but today wasnt all bad, i got the lacuna coil cd ((which might i add is badass)), and a manson cd. ((anti christ superstar))
i hung out with mario and jon, beast, jay, and tim for a little while, but they were all talking about a going to a party so i bailed, it was all rainy and i just wanted to be home anyway.
tomorrow im going to see shadows fall and as i lay dying, it should be something hxc. im really all sorts of excited about seeing as i lay dying.
oh, i got a new scn tonight kids...
you emmer effer
so, ya. slap that to your b/l.
thats about it.
*bamboo can grow up to 3 feet in one day.