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I know that I'm just going to get over it and forgive her like I always do.
truth is I need her, I'm not too sure why but my life is all upside down without her.
and I know she doesn't need me.
she says she cares but I don't believe her she's lied to me farr to many times for me to trust her anymore.
and what kills me the most is that she knows she can tell me anything and yet she chooses to lie to me.
she knows that is the worst thing you can do to me.
I hate fake people
I hate people who act fake
oh yea!
Chris Rice you really need to grow up. like maybe when you're 20 you can talk to me about this kind of stuff. because you seem to think you know everything about anything. which inturn you do not. though you may have friends with the same situation as me it does not me you know anything about it. I'm not asking you to understand I'm not asking anyone to I want you to all just realize that this isn't my fault. and no it's not something you can help me with either I wasn't looking for that.
I was looking for friends.
I apperantly lost all of them.
ya know cause I have an eating disorder and it's all my fault.
sorry but you've never had one weather you think you have or not I don't care you're not where I am.
so basically what you were telling me yesterday was that people stoped talking to me because I have a problem. well then they must not have cared that much about me in the first place if they can just forget about me, especially during a time when I need friends the most.
stop defeading michelle.
she's a big girl she can handle it herself.
and I know her farrr better then you ever will.
I know her better then she thinks I know her.
I know what she's going to say and when she's going to say it, basically.
so if you're not my friend and don't care and never have tell me now and leave me alone I don't need any liars in my life anymore.
telling me it's my fault and telling me I have a problem and need help isn't right.
I am getting help thanks.
and I am not dealthy ill.
even though michelle makes it seem like I'm dead skinny inturn I am not.
I think that's about all I needed to get of my chest.
oh wait
and Mike...
if you are going to state your opinion please do so.
but don't make it seem like I'm a big fat faluire because I already know that.
I like your oponions and your advice even if I don't listen to it.
I respect you very much. you are one of the greastest all around people I've ever met.
and chris I'm not being a bitch I'm being real.
this is me, and I'm not yelling or screaming or even swearing.
learn it, live it, love it,
or ya know don't lol
that's an option too.
truth is I need her, I'm not too sure why but my life is all upside down without her.
and I know she doesn't need me.
she says she cares but I don't believe her she's lied to me farr to many times for me to trust her anymore.
and what kills me the most is that she knows she can tell me anything and yet she chooses to lie to me.
she knows that is the worst thing you can do to me.
I hate fake people
I hate people who act fake
oh yea!
Chris Rice you really need to grow up. like maybe when you're 20 you can talk to me about this kind of stuff. because you seem to think you know everything about anything. which inturn you do not. though you may have friends with the same situation as me it does not me you know anything about it. I'm not asking you to understand I'm not asking anyone to I want you to all just realize that this isn't my fault. and no it's not something you can help me with either I wasn't looking for that.
I was looking for friends.
I apperantly lost all of them.
ya know cause I have an eating disorder and it's all my fault.
sorry but you've never had one weather you think you have or not I don't care you're not where I am.
so basically what you were telling me yesterday was that people stoped talking to me because I have a problem. well then they must not have cared that much about me in the first place if they can just forget about me, especially during a time when I need friends the most.
stop defeading michelle.
she's a big girl she can handle it herself.
and I know her farrr better then you ever will.
I know her better then she thinks I know her.
I know what she's going to say and when she's going to say it, basically.
so if you're not my friend and don't care and never have tell me now and leave me alone I don't need any liars in my life anymore.
telling me it's my fault and telling me I have a problem and need help isn't right.
I am getting help thanks.
and I am not dealthy ill.
even though michelle makes it seem like I'm dead skinny inturn I am not.
I think that's about all I needed to get of my chest.
oh wait
and Mike...
if you are going to state your opinion please do so.
but don't make it seem like I'm a big fat faluire because I already know that.
I like your oponions and your advice even if I don't listen to it.
I respect you very much. you are one of the greastest all around people I've ever met.
and chris I'm not being a bitch I'm being real.
this is me, and I'm not yelling or screaming or even swearing.
learn it, live it, love it,
or ya know don't lol
that's an option too.