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[shesnot_thesame]

I don't want to go to some fucking hospilization place  where I'm watched 24-7. I like my privicy thanks.

I'm not unhealthy you stupid bitch.

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what the fuck do you know anyways you're fat..

I don't care I'm wiked pissed off at my mom, just because some lady tells her things makes her thinks she's an expert on

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[shesnot_thesame]

people isn't referring to you. the 'people' I'm talking about actually have stopped talking to me because she could care less how the fuck I am and when something is wrong with her life I'm always fucking there but now that she's got some stupid boyfriend I don't matter anymore. FUCK HER I've been her friend for years and this is how she acts. fucking pothead. whore. shes doesn't care about anyone but herself. she's so stupid ughh what pisses me off the most is that I know she doesn't need me and I know she's never cared about me and she's been my closest friend ever and she doesn't care.
ahhh so no I didn't listen to you and I didn't listen to jeff.
I don't want this. It's not a choice. and it hurts a whole lot that you judge me so much on the things I do that aren't right. I guess everything I do is wrong. I've worked soo hard to get my grades up and do good in tutoring so that I could come back next year, I've been trying my hardest to stay away from drugs and I don't want to go to some place and all that have been a waste.
and yet, I'm not as stronge as you I can't fall down and just get up and brush myself off. I'm trying and I'm going to work at not going to that hospital place. I honestly don't think I need it because I'm not unhealthy. I may be to you wayyy too thin but that doesn't make me ill.
I don't know why it's heartbreaking though, because I mean you've basically hated like everything I've done so I don't even know why you care. or I'm being a complete bitch and you care and I can't see when people are trying to help me.
yea I think that last one works.
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