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Here some of them are in no particular order :
i will not fight to keep those who do not fight to keep me. i will get more freckles on my arms. i will become more attracted to myself, if that's possible. i will read more books and watch more movies that feel the same as all the other books and all the other movies. i will hear more music that will upset me, or more music that will enthrall me like all my other music used to.i will use blue plates or orange plates or even yellow, but not purple. i will cold shoulder some more, and be cold shouldered.i will not care, just as much as i've always cared. i will pick my emotions daily, from my tie rack. i will learn when i want to, and forget what i want. i will stop excusing things i shouldn't. i will redefine expectations, of me and of you.i will look away without smiling. i will wipe memories aside. i will think with my brain, and not with my heart. i will not ignore my heart. i will lead myself to the life i want. i will not beg. i will not be as accessible as i am now. i will demand verbal communication, and give it. i will expect nothing less than i deserve and walk away if i'm not getting it, even if it hurts. i will think i'm better than i was, and i'll be right. i will get there, even if youre too late. i will walk away, if it doesn't work. i will remain..well, nevermind.
--and one for you--
-wicked game. (figure it out for yourself)
1. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR KITCHEN PLATES
clear
2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING
women - charles bukowski & ham on rye-bukowski (again)
3. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
it's a gateway thing
4. FAVORITE BOARD GAME?
monopoly
5. FAVORITE MAGAZINES?
cosmo, NME
6. LEAST FAVORITE SMELL?
bananas
6 1/2. Favorite smell
midsummers night (candle) boys that wear cologne
7. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
plus five
8. FAVORITE COLOR?
black
9. LEAST FAVORITE COLOR?
lime green
10. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE?
as many as it takes for them to hang up
11. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME?
havent a clue..
12. WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE?
family & being happy
13. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
chocolate
14. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST?
sure thing.
15. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
my three dogs
16. STORMS - cool and scary at the same time
17. IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE?
him
18. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
margarita
19. WHAT IS YOUR SIGN & YOUR BIRTHDAY?
taurus- may 18th
20. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI?
not usually
21. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB WHAT WOULD IT BE?
photojournalist for a magazine
22. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY COLOR HAIR, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
darker brown
23. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE?
shutup.
24. FAVORITE MOVIE(S)?
pretty woman, american beauty, empire records, girl interrupted, the pianist,
25. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS?
not really
26. WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED?
boxes of clothes
27. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER?
hmm i don't think i have one
28. FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH?
football
29. WHAT IS YOUR SINGLE BIGGEST FEAR?
looking back and wondering what if
30. SAY ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU.
haaayyyy reneee.
31. PERSON MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
mandy sue kaplan
32. PERSON YOU SENT THIS TO WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
lots of people won't
33. FAVORITE CD?
i could never pick just one
34. KETCHUP OR MUSTARD?
ketchup but only on fries
35. HAMBURGERS OR HOT-DOGS?
cheeseburgers (plain), unless theyre grilled hotdogs.
36. FAVORITE SOFT DRINK?
coca cola
37. THE BEST PLACES YOU HAVE EVER BEEN?
new york city
38. WHAT SCREEN SAVER IS ON YOUR COMPUTER RIGHT NOW?
"my pictures"
39. BURGER KING OR McDONALDS?
burger king
i will not fight to keep those who do not fight to keep me. i will get more freckles on my arms. i will become more attracted to myself, if that's possible. i will read more books and watch more movies that feel the same as all the other books and all the other movies. i will hear more music that will upset me, or more music that will enthrall me like all my other music used to.i will use blue plates or orange plates or even yellow, but not purple. i will cold shoulder some more, and be cold shouldered.i will not care, just as much as i've always cared. i will pick my emotions daily, from my tie rack. i will learn when i want to, and forget what i want. i will stop excusing things i shouldn't. i will redefine expectations, of me and of you.i will look away without smiling. i will wipe memories aside. i will think with my brain, and not with my heart. i will not ignore my heart. i will lead myself to the life i want. i will not beg. i will not be as accessible as i am now. i will demand verbal communication, and give it. i will expect nothing less than i deserve and walk away if i'm not getting it, even if it hurts. i will think i'm better than i was, and i'll be right. i will get there, even if youre too late. i will walk away, if it doesn't work. i will remain..well, nevermind.
--and one for you--
-wicked game. (figure it out for yourself)
1. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR KITCHEN PLATES
clear
2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING
women - charles bukowski & ham on rye-bukowski (again)
3. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
it's a gateway thing
4. FAVORITE BOARD GAME?
monopoly
5. FAVORITE MAGAZINES?
cosmo, NME
6. LEAST FAVORITE SMELL?
bananas
6 1/2. Favorite smell
midsummers night (candle) boys that wear cologne
7. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
plus five
8. FAVORITE COLOR?
black
9. LEAST FAVORITE COLOR?
lime green
10. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE?
as many as it takes for them to hang up
11. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME?
havent a clue..
12. WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE?
family & being happy
13. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
chocolate
14. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST?
sure thing.
15. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
my three dogs
16. STORMS - cool and scary at the same time
17. IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE?
him
18. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
margarita
19. WHAT IS YOUR SIGN & YOUR BIRTHDAY?
taurus- may 18th
20. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI?
not usually
21. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB WHAT WOULD IT BE?
photojournalist for a magazine
22. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY COLOR HAIR, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
darker brown
23. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE?
shutup.
24. FAVORITE MOVIE(S)?
pretty woman, american beauty, empire records, girl interrupted, the pianist,
25. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS?
not really
26. WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED?
boxes of clothes
27. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER?
hmm i don't think i have one
28. FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH?
football
29. WHAT IS YOUR SINGLE BIGGEST FEAR?
looking back and wondering what if
30. SAY ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU.
haaayyyy reneee.
31. PERSON MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
mandy sue kaplan
32. PERSON YOU SENT THIS TO WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
lots of people won't
33. FAVORITE CD?
i could never pick just one
34. KETCHUP OR MUSTARD?
ketchup but only on fries
35. HAMBURGERS OR HOT-DOGS?
cheeseburgers (plain), unless theyre grilled hotdogs.
36. FAVORITE SOFT DRINK?
coca cola
37. THE BEST PLACES YOU HAVE EVER BEEN?
new york city
38. WHAT SCREEN SAVER IS ON YOUR COMPUTER RIGHT NOW?
"my pictures"
39. BURGER KING OR McDONALDS?
burger king