Sep 02, 2005 00:26
Sorry I haven't updated in ages. I don't have much motivation to do anything anymore. The good news is, I got a raise at work. The bad news is, I have to keep fucking my boss in order to keep my job. I've kind of gotten used to it -- if I do a few lines before I go in to work, I don't really care much while he's doing it. If I had to be sober, though...that would be rough.
It's kind of strange with Dawn gone, but Kenny, the new roommate, is awesome. Not to mention thoroughly gorgeous. I really want him, and I know I could easily walk down the hall and into his room and wake him up. All I'd have to do would be take off my clothes, and he'd be totally into it. I see the way he looks at me -- he wants me too. But since we're roommates, it's kind of an awkward situation, and I'm not sure what to do about it.
I've been doing way too many drugs lately. But I don't really care so much. And I've also been fucking way too many guys in order to get the drugs...but I don't care about that, either. TJ and I have a system going. When I need a fix and don't have enough money, I get all dolled up and head over to his house. He calls a few friends of his who are looking for some pussy, and they pay him to come over and fuck me. That way, he gets his money, I get my drugs, his friends get laid, and everyone's happy. There's a couple regulars who come a lot, but there's usually always someone different in the group. Sometimes it's one on one sex, and sometimes there's a bunch of guys waiting to do me. I've fucked 26 guys in the last two weeks with this little arrangement.
I love how powerful it makes me feel. I show up in some hot little outfit, get ogled by a bunch of horny guys, then get fucked to within an inch of my life (which you guys know I love!)...and, on top of it all, I get my fix, too. It's a wonderful arrangement, I'm very happy with it. :)