Aug 18, 2005 19:29
Somehow, I lost a few days. You think you know where you are and who you're with, and suddenly you come to in somebody's basement, where a dozen guys are taking turns fucking you and spraying their cum all over your face like a scene from a goddamn porn movie. The next thing I knew, I was outside, and it was dark. A woman walked over to me and put her hand on my face, and I thought she was absolutely beautiful. But suddenly, her face started melting away, and I turned around to run but fell down. And then I was pushing a needle into my arm and laughing and telling some strange man I'd fuck him for five hundred dollars. He paid up, but I don't remember what I did with the money. Probably I spent it on more drugs.
Cocaine, heroin, ecstasy, LSD...and those are the ones I remember doing.
I was supposed to be at work one of those days, and I didn't show up. Here's hoping I still have a job when I go in tomorrow.