Rain and Fairytales Don't Mix [R, Ruki/Uruha]
Title: Rain and Fairytales Don't Mix
Chapters: One-shot
Author:shesinunderland
Genre: Angst
Rating: R (just to be safe)
Pairing: RukixUruha, mentions of RukixReita
Disclaimer: I wish I owned them:)
Summary: His fairytales don't mix with what others want
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My bedroom door flew open and I jerked awake with a yelp. My hand automatically flew to my heart checking to make sure it was still beating. I stared at the figure in the black hoodie standing in my doorway.
Oh Kami-sama someone’s broken in and is going to rob my house and murder me, was my first thought until said person lowered their hood to reveal a rain drenched Ruki.
“ Ruki,” I questioned aloud rubbing the sleep from my eyes. The only response I got was a heart breaking sob. My mouth fell open and I jumped from the bed rushing to his side.
“What’s a matter Ru?” Silence. “Why are you crying?” A crack of thunder and a bright light filling the room for a moment. “Who am I beating up?” A shake of the head and another sob. “Did you have another fight with Akira?”
As soon as Reita’s name left my lips Ruki’s whole body began to shake with sobs. I wrapped my arms around him despite the fact that he was soaking wet. I shivered slightly and felt my nipples harden from the cold. I ignored it and pulled him closer.
He sobbed louder and clung to me tightly. “He just left,” he sobbed. “No goodbye or anything just a damn note on the counter. I gave up everything for him. What do I do now?”
I froze. Did he mean… No Akira wouldn’t just… I tilted his face up by the chin and my stomach clenched at the sight. He had no makeup on and no contacts in. His brown eyes had become a light almost caramel color from crying and his bottom lip quivered like a small child’s. I would have told him he looked cute if not beautiful had it not been a different situation.
“Ruki baby I don’t understand, you have to explain. But first let’s get you in the shower while I make you some tea.” After I handed him a towel and change of clothes which had been left here quite some time ago I started to head into the kitchen but felt a hand tug on my wrist.
I turned to find Ruki staring at me intently tears finally coming to a halt. “You could join me Uruha.” I winced and tried to hide how much that hurt to hear.
I pulled my hand from his and shook my head trying to quickly turn away but he grabbed me again. This time I wouldn’t be nice. I wrenched myself away and growled. “No Ruki. I won’t go to you every time you remember how much of an ass Reita is and need release. I’m tired of being second best to you. I am not your fuck toy!”
His tears began to fall again only this time they were because of me. I sighed, anger already dissapted. I wrapped his arms around me. “Ruki… I… It’s just that you’re on rebound right now and you don’t feel for me in the way I feel for you. In the end you’ll get to leave this unscathed but I’ll be broken hearted. Again. Like Usual.” I know those last three words were hurtful but they were true.
He nodded but walked to the bathroom sluggishly. I frowned and went to go make the tea.
When it was done I set up two cups at the table. I stared into my cup of tea and felt my eyes burn with unshed tears. “Damn Ruki,” I hissed wiping my eyes. I can’t believe I kept letting him reel me back in, play with my head, make me think he really cares for once, and then just leaving after he gets the fucking he wants and leaving.
I hadn’t even heard the shower turn off or the body that made its way into the kitchen to see me in such a state. I jumped slightly when I felt arms circle my waist. “Come on baby, I’ll make it up to you. I’ll make you feel better,” he breathed into my ear. "It will be different this time."
Now I could say no and pull away like my mind was telling me but sadly I was thinking with two other more important organs(heart and penis) at the time. So I signed my death warrant, stood up, and fallowed him to my room.
He pushed me backwards onto the bed and straddled my hips. I tried to blink away my tears wanting to see him for what I knew was just another one night. He kissed down my stomach and after that it was like déjà vu.
~
I woke up to a cold and of course lonely bed. I tried not to cry as I got up and stretched wincing from the pain in my lower back. “Damn Ruki,” I hissed.
I padded into the bathroom naked. Not like anyone else was here to be modest for… I then made my way toward the kitchen. The light was on. For a brief second, no not even a second a millisecond, I thought he was in the kitchen waiting for me but this wasn’t my fairytale was it?
My heart clenched painfully and I clenched my jaw and walked to the note that lay on my table. I hesitantly picked it up. I didn’t even bother to read it all just skimmed but that was definitely enough.
Dear Uruha,
Reita called… realized mistake… going back… sorry… I love him… call me when you feel like talking…
Love,
Ruki
I slammed my hand on the table and crumbled the paper. Throwing it to the ground I lay my head on the table and stared at the wall. I stayed like that for who knows how long before I heard frantic knocking at my door.
"Uruha why haven’t you answered your phone! I know Ruki was here last night and I know you’re upset. I’m coming in!" I heard my door being unlocked and the frantic feet of someone running around my house looking for something.
They finally stopped in the kitchen hallway and sighed loudly. “Uru,” the voice whispered sadly. I didn’t move until the body stopped in my line of vision and bent down so I could see their face.
"When are you going to realize and stop hurting yourself?" Aoi whispered. "I hate seeing you like this every time Ruki hurts you. When will you stop?"
I laughed dryly. "When my fairytale comes true," I whispered brokenly. I blinked through my tears and waited for Aoi’s reply on my stupidity. He said nothing, however, just picked me up and carried me into my room. Then he crawled into bed with me and held me.
"Doesn’t it suck when you know someone who’d be perfect for you but you can’t seem to get feelings for them?" I asked him quietly. Aoi's arms tightened around me and he buried his face in my hair. "It sucks more when one has feelings and the other doesn’t though," he mumbled.
My arms tightened in apology but I knew he'd already forgiven me. I knew this because you usually forgive the person you are in love with no matter how badly you don't want to.
~(A/N) Maybe I shouldn’t have written this while I was sick but o well hope it was good enough for you guys haha
Chapters: One-shot
Author:shesinunderland
Genre: Angst
Rating: R (just to be safe)
Pairing: RukixUruha, mentions of RukixReita
Disclaimer: I wish I owned them:)
Summary: His fairytales don't mix with what others want
~
My bedroom door flew open and I jerked awake with a yelp. My hand automatically flew to my heart checking to make sure it was still beating. I stared at the figure in the black hoodie standing in my doorway.
Oh Kami-sama someone’s broken in and is going to rob my house and murder me, was my first thought until said person lowered their hood to reveal a rain drenched Ruki.
“ Ruki,” I questioned aloud rubbing the sleep from my eyes. The only response I got was a heart breaking sob. My mouth fell open and I jumped from the bed rushing to his side.
“What’s a matter Ru?” Silence. “Why are you crying?” A crack of thunder and a bright light filling the room for a moment. “Who am I beating up?” A shake of the head and another sob. “Did you have another fight with Akira?”
As soon as Reita’s name left my lips Ruki’s whole body began to shake with sobs. I wrapped my arms around him despite the fact that he was soaking wet. I shivered slightly and felt my nipples harden from the cold. I ignored it and pulled him closer.
He sobbed louder and clung to me tightly. “He just left,” he sobbed. “No goodbye or anything just a damn note on the counter. I gave up everything for him. What do I do now?”
I froze. Did he mean… No Akira wouldn’t just… I tilted his face up by the chin and my stomach clenched at the sight. He had no makeup on and no contacts in. His brown eyes had become a light almost caramel color from crying and his bottom lip quivered like a small child’s. I would have told him he looked cute if not beautiful had it not been a different situation.
“Ruki baby I don’t understand, you have to explain. But first let’s get you in the shower while I make you some tea.” After I handed him a towel and change of clothes which had been left here quite some time ago I started to head into the kitchen but felt a hand tug on my wrist.
I turned to find Ruki staring at me intently tears finally coming to a halt. “You could join me Uruha.” I winced and tried to hide how much that hurt to hear.
I pulled my hand from his and shook my head trying to quickly turn away but he grabbed me again. This time I wouldn’t be nice. I wrenched myself away and growled. “No Ruki. I won’t go to you every time you remember how much of an ass Reita is and need release. I’m tired of being second best to you. I am not your fuck toy!”
His tears began to fall again only this time they were because of me. I sighed, anger already dissapted. I wrapped his arms around me. “Ruki… I… It’s just that you’re on rebound right now and you don’t feel for me in the way I feel for you. In the end you’ll get to leave this unscathed but I’ll be broken hearted. Again. Like Usual.” I know those last three words were hurtful but they were true.
He nodded but walked to the bathroom sluggishly. I frowned and went to go make the tea.
When it was done I set up two cups at the table. I stared into my cup of tea and felt my eyes burn with unshed tears. “Damn Ruki,” I hissed wiping my eyes. I can’t believe I kept letting him reel me back in, play with my head, make me think he really cares for once, and then just leaving after he gets the fucking he wants and leaving.
I hadn’t even heard the shower turn off or the body that made its way into the kitchen to see me in such a state. I jumped slightly when I felt arms circle my waist. “Come on baby, I’ll make it up to you. I’ll make you feel better,” he breathed into my ear. "It will be different this time."
Now I could say no and pull away like my mind was telling me but sadly I was thinking with two other more important organs(heart and penis) at the time. So I signed my death warrant, stood up, and fallowed him to my room.
He pushed me backwards onto the bed and straddled my hips. I tried to blink away my tears wanting to see him for what I knew was just another one night. He kissed down my stomach and after that it was like déjà vu.
~
I woke up to a cold and of course lonely bed. I tried not to cry as I got up and stretched wincing from the pain in my lower back. “Damn Ruki,” I hissed.
I padded into the bathroom naked. Not like anyone else was here to be modest for… I then made my way toward the kitchen. The light was on. For a brief second, no not even a second a millisecond, I thought he was in the kitchen waiting for me but this wasn’t my fairytale was it?
My heart clenched painfully and I clenched my jaw and walked to the note that lay on my table. I hesitantly picked it up. I didn’t even bother to read it all just skimmed but that was definitely enough.
Dear Uruha,
Reita called… realized mistake… going back… sorry… I love him… call me when you feel like talking…
Love,
Ruki
I slammed my hand on the table and crumbled the paper. Throwing it to the ground I lay my head on the table and stared at the wall. I stayed like that for who knows how long before I heard frantic knocking at my door.
"Uruha why haven’t you answered your phone! I know Ruki was here last night and I know you’re upset. I’m coming in!" I heard my door being unlocked and the frantic feet of someone running around my house looking for something.
They finally stopped in the kitchen hallway and sighed loudly. “Uru,” the voice whispered sadly. I didn’t move until the body stopped in my line of vision and bent down so I could see their face.
"When are you going to realize and stop hurting yourself?" Aoi whispered. "I hate seeing you like this every time Ruki hurts you. When will you stop?"
I laughed dryly. "When my fairytale comes true," I whispered brokenly. I blinked through my tears and waited for Aoi’s reply on my stupidity. He said nothing, however, just picked me up and carried me into my room. Then he crawled into bed with me and held me.
"Doesn’t it suck when you know someone who’d be perfect for you but you can’t seem to get feelings for them?" I asked him quietly. Aoi's arms tightened around me and he buried his face in my hair. "It sucks more when one has feelings and the other doesn’t though," he mumbled.
My arms tightened in apology but I knew he'd already forgiven me. I knew this because you usually forgive the person you are in love with no matter how badly you don't want to.
~(A/N) Maybe I shouldn’t have written this while I was sick but o well hope it was good enough for you guys haha