Not in the mood

Aug 21, 2004 09:26

Yeah. My birthday sucked. Pretty much all of it. I guess I had a little fun. I havent slept in two days. One because I was excited to go to that blueprint show on friday. And two because last night at Alison's party...Me and Jess stayed up all night. Walking around Detriot..Being Idiots. Jessica was drinking. I wasn't. Because I was supervising a whole bunc of people older then me. woo! um. NO... oh well... like so many people were just wasted. My dad was here. Just watching all the idiots he bought alcohol for. Ally was drinking alot. I hate how you know when someone is DRUNK and they deny it. They are BAD liars. Oh well. That's just to bad.

But so... I was supposedly supposed to go to that qyl/blueprint show friday. (yesterday).... and brandon was going to go. I decided to get a ride with him. Five minutes before the show starts..he can't go. Didn't wanna tal kabout why he couldn't. He just didn't wanna talk i guess. He hasn't talked to anyone really in the past week. I was so upset. I was bitching at everyone. And they just took it..Because they knew that I had planned to go to this show for my birthday...but NO.... I couldnt go. No one's fault but mine. For not having a back up plan if brandon didnt go. apparently i couldnt get ahold of my dad... and things were just crazy because ally's party. i was really upset. ally got a big party. and i got to just sit and watch everyone be stupid.

I did nothing fun all night. I didn't sleep a wink. And Ally claims I 'ruined' her party... because me and jess were up all night... talking... and we were laughing too much. Oh well. Sorry Ally. But my night sucked too. You knew I wanted to go to that concert Ally... you shouldve left me alone if you didnt want me to bitch at the party. You knew it would happen. Anyways... Everything is just blurry today. I am so tired. but i have way too much stuff planned for this weekend to be like sleeping. I think i bought the whole party store last night. because like all of my money from my dad was gone...from my birthday. and i sorta needed that. maybe someone pocketed it. ?¿? I dont know. Oh well. I really don't give a fuck. I'm just not happy today. I'm mad and upset..and have the biggest headache ever. I'm going for now...

My mom got my dell. Its going to suck yes. but its a $700 dollar sucky computer... but it WORKS. and thats all that counts. or at least for now. :/ Oh well. Bye
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