id rather not

[shesgotnothinow]

i never fight fire with fire
i just try my best to extinguish the flame
'
your water and im water
and nothing matters these days

you keep putting your fist in the air
and plunging me into the ground

every time i almost crack a smile
it ends up back a frown

one minute your hands are in my hair
sympathetic and kind
the next their flailing all around
waiting for me to say goodbye

im not as old as you are
you can keep that as your weapon

im ready for something to happen
and your waiting for something else