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-summer is almost over. this worries me for a couple reasons, but the biggest is that i have yet to decide what i'm going to do with my winter. staying in alaska is not an option. what i really want to do is to move to a foreign country and be an au pair. the only problem with this is that i have no idea how to go about doing that. i wouldn't mind just moving to a foreign country for the winter and staying somewhere for 6 months or whatever as long as it is cheap. but since i don't think it would be cheap at all, i think a job is definitely in order.
i really want to leave here in october and sit in one place for six months. that would be really nice. what would also be really nice is if the place i choose to situate myself in is a place in which none of my friends live. not that i don't like my friends...i just feel like being alone for a while. i mean, i guess i wouldn't mind ONE friend being there, but we would have to be moving in together or something.
-am once again in the midst of unrequited love. it sucks. i'm making myself crazy over this boy who only likes me AS A FRIEND. but he really is a wonderful friend, so i guess i should be happy for that at least.
-i'm in a stage where i hate all my clothes. i have been wearing a pair of chocolate brown polyester pants made by "FARAH" for days and days and days. i need to go shopping somewhere that has cute clothes.
-i saw 'Napoleon Dynamite' for the second time yesterday. it's great.
-my summer reading has consisted lately of books about the salem witch trials and the lost city of atlantis and also freemasons. if you haven't already, check these books out from your local library:
"the robots rebellion" by david icke
"atlantis" by charles berlitz
"a delusion of satan" by frances hill
-i also recently got a record player after years of not having one that worked properly or that worked at all...i bought one of those wonderful portable players they have at fredflare.com
it's amazingly beautiful and now i can take my records to the park and force other people to listen to "wuthering heights" by kate bush. i have been having lots of fun at the thrift stores in anchorage, going through stacks and stacks of used records. here are some choice purchases in the last few months:
"songs from the big chair" tears for fears
"dreamboat annie" heart
"dare" the human league
"off the wall" michael jackson
"young hearts run free" candi staton
there are lots more that i don't feel like listing, but rest assured they are all equally amazing.
so that's my quick update. my head hurts now and i really should drink some water.
i really want to leave here in october and sit in one place for six months. that would be really nice. what would also be really nice is if the place i choose to situate myself in is a place in which none of my friends live. not that i don't like my friends...i just feel like being alone for a while. i mean, i guess i wouldn't mind ONE friend being there, but we would have to be moving in together or something.
-am once again in the midst of unrequited love. it sucks. i'm making myself crazy over this boy who only likes me AS A FRIEND. but he really is a wonderful friend, so i guess i should be happy for that at least.
-i'm in a stage where i hate all my clothes. i have been wearing a pair of chocolate brown polyester pants made by "FARAH" for days and days and days. i need to go shopping somewhere that has cute clothes.
-i saw 'Napoleon Dynamite' for the second time yesterday. it's great.
-my summer reading has consisted lately of books about the salem witch trials and the lost city of atlantis and also freemasons. if you haven't already, check these books out from your local library:
"the robots rebellion" by david icke
"atlantis" by charles berlitz
"a delusion of satan" by frances hill
-i also recently got a record player after years of not having one that worked properly or that worked at all...i bought one of those wonderful portable players they have at fredflare.com
it's amazingly beautiful and now i can take my records to the park and force other people to listen to "wuthering heights" by kate bush. i have been having lots of fun at the thrift stores in anchorage, going through stacks and stacks of used records. here are some choice purchases in the last few months:
"songs from the big chair" tears for fears
"dreamboat annie" heart
"dare" the human league
"off the wall" michael jackson
"young hearts run free" candi staton
there are lots more that i don't feel like listing, but rest assured they are all equally amazing.
so that's my quick update. my head hurts now and i really should drink some water.