and you never even tried to anyway
tonight i talked to a boy who kept looking at me in denny's. he was kind of a jerk in the chat but he was nicer in pm which is, um, familiar, does anyone else notice how that is familiar, i am hoping he will not tote a rifle around behind me.
his name is cameron.
i did not mean to really hit on him but i sort of was. and failed at it. of course. he said he would tell me if he liked me or not when i was sober which is um not right now. i was sober at the BEGINNING of the conversation.
math and liz want to get me drunker and give me fifty bucks so i'll tell a version of the aristocrats. apparently it would be ten times dirtier coming from me or something. i refuse.
i miss radek.
look how good my typing is :D except for the lack of capitals but i'm quite lazy right now.
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also i talked about things tonight. ordinarily i do not talk. tonight i was kind of on a roll.
it was surreal.