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Dec 22, 2006 19:49

So, I realized that you can never trust people that have screwed you over.
There's an exception to every rule, of course, but rarely.

Every time I see Jonathan he feeds me all of this bullshit on how I'm the girl he see's himself spending the rest of his life with, and how he still loves me, blah blah blah. I hung out with him two times since I've lived up here, and he said all that stuff again. 
"You're the girl I see myself with forever. Im still in love with you." Tthe shittiest part about Jonathan is he tells me about his girlfriends flaws. He's like, "well, she's kind of an airhead. she's just sorta stupid and doesnt talk about much. She's never going to reach her goals". If I knew my boyfriend was saying that kind of shit about me, he wouldn't be my boyfriend anymore.
I just want to say, "You're stupid. You have a wonderful girlfriend that obviously loves you a lot, so stop being like this." 
Don't tell anyone that kind of stuff when you're in a relationship. If you're still in love with me, thats cool I love you, too, but just respect your girlfriend for christ sake. If you want to keep her around, RESPECT her asshole.
He just says things he shouldn't say when he has a girlfriend.
It makes me sad. and pissed off.
Im still not completely over him, but just looking at the things he does makes me sick. Especially since she's a really nice girl, she deserves better than that.

AHH.
I don't know.
it's stupid.
I just hope I can completely forget about him and never think about him again. Every time that chapter of my life is brought up I end up getting fucked over, sad, or just completely enraged.
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