Oct 12, 2005 18:44
I kind of want something big to happen... Life's getting pretty boring. I have nothing really big to look forward to, I mean there's Paris, but that's still six months away. Everything is just a big mess. I hate school I don't know why I wanted to come back so badly. I've been talking to these kids that home-school and they don't have to wake up until like 8 in the morning. I don't think I could take that though, because I really need people to interact with or I go crazy. Plus my Mom would probably resort to killing me. No the home-schooling thing is just one of those dreams I have during lunch when psycho bitch freshman are being loud and stupid and I want to commit suicide or preferably murder.
There is prom though. I'm really quite excited for prom even though I'm currently dateless. I'm not overly worried though, it'd be stupid to commit this far in advance.
So I might be going to a couple of concerts in November. It'll be pretty neat to actually see Conor Oberst. It'd be cool to actually meet him too, but I'm not getting my hopes up. I wouldn't be stupid about it either if I did meet him, because he probably gets the whole "OH MY GOD! YOU'RE SO HOT!" thing way too often. If I could form words I'd say "I love the way you've been experimenting with new sounds on your newest albums" or something equally normal without being a stupid teenybopper.
Now on to reality... I'm feeling kind of stressed out about the whole driving situation... I was having a really bad parking day yesterday. At Dunkin Donuts I parked really crookedly and this middle aged lady in a pink juicy sweat suit got out of her Escalade and was glaring at me. The guy she was with was short and bald. He was wearing an Adidas sweat suit and a huge gold chain... It was just a sad experience. Then my blinkers wouldn't work... I hate life.
Yeah so I have about two years worth of homework to finish so I should probably wrap this up.