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i've been stressed lately. i can't sleep and i get mad at the dumbest things. i think my dad's having a lot of problems. ok, i know he is. and it's all my fault. if it wasn't for me he wouldn't be where he is right now. instead of helping i just fucked everything up.
i got sent home from work yesterday because of my attitude. i couldn't help it though. i just get so pissed and over dumb shit. dustin is the biggest piece of shit. i've never been so annoyed and offended by one person in all of my life. i wish i could punch him in the face. fuck this crappy feeling, i just want it all to blow over and soon. i'm starting to get that tight feeling in my chest where it's hard to breathe. i hate that feeling.
tomorrow we're going to PF Chang's for work. i asked the guy from bostonian to go with me. he said yes. i couldn't believe it. and it was easy too. no convincing, no disappointment, just a simple i asked and he said yes. holy hell, what am i going to wear? what will i say? what if he really gets to know me and hates me? i haven't been this nervous in months. ahhh..
i guess that's it for now. i'll come back if anything exciting happens.
i got sent home from work yesterday because of my attitude. i couldn't help it though. i just get so pissed and over dumb shit. dustin is the biggest piece of shit. i've never been so annoyed and offended by one person in all of my life. i wish i could punch him in the face. fuck this crappy feeling, i just want it all to blow over and soon. i'm starting to get that tight feeling in my chest where it's hard to breathe. i hate that feeling.
tomorrow we're going to PF Chang's for work. i asked the guy from bostonian to go with me. he said yes. i couldn't believe it. and it was easy too. no convincing, no disappointment, just a simple i asked and he said yes. holy hell, what am i going to wear? what will i say? what if he really gets to know me and hates me? i haven't been this nervous in months. ahhh..
i guess that's it for now. i'll come back if anything exciting happens.