its a beautiful thing
i think everything is working out for me lately, because i gave up trying for it. funny how that happens.
i found a bunch of old journals from when i was 16-18 years old. reading them brought me to tears.
i realized how much energy i wasted on being sad about what i thought i was missing out on.
when i was done reading them, i threw it all in a box and made a decision its time to live. its time to grow up.
and just be a part of something beautiful.
friends who come and go.
people who turn their back on you when you're at your weakest point.
people who walk back into your life to remind you of better days.
family who ends up being the ones to call you or knock on your door just because.
im done with the past from now on. its the past. cant change it. cant do anything about whatever happened.
my promise to myself is to make sure i live out every day knowing it was good.
i have little blessings in disguise around every corner.
and erin and i ? are perfect together.
soul mates , i believe is what they would call us.
someone who fills the gaps in your heart where y ou never knew you had gaps.
someone who teaches you.
someone who cares.
someone who responds.
someone who will make sure you're safe.
someone who motivates you and changes your course in life into a positive path.
after all that has been said and done.
im so content with it all.
its beautiful.=)
i found a bunch of old journals from when i was 16-18 years old. reading them brought me to tears.
i realized how much energy i wasted on being sad about what i thought i was missing out on.
when i was done reading them, i threw it all in a box and made a decision its time to live. its time to grow up.
and just be a part of something beautiful.
friends who come and go.
people who turn their back on you when you're at your weakest point.
people who walk back into your life to remind you of better days.
family who ends up being the ones to call you or knock on your door just because.
im done with the past from now on. its the past. cant change it. cant do anything about whatever happened.
my promise to myself is to make sure i live out every day knowing it was good.
i have little blessings in disguise around every corner.
and erin and i ? are perfect together.
soul mates , i believe is what they would call us.
someone who fills the gaps in your heart where y ou never knew you had gaps.
someone who teaches you.
someone who cares.
someone who responds.
someone who will make sure you're safe.
someone who motivates you and changes your course in life into a positive path.
after all that has been said and done.
im so content with it all.
its beautiful.=)