Apr 05, 2009 14:57
i should care what people think about me. but i dont.
kyle always questions why im ridding people out of my life when i once cared about them so much.
my defense was simple.
they suck. and i refuse to surround myself with people who:
lie.
flake out.
are two faced and rely on gossip to support drama.
have high egos.
its simple right? its my life. and i do not care to give attention anymore to those who dont deserve it.
i think scott and kyle think of me as a bitch who doesnt give people chances .
when. in fact. i give out chances like a fucking hooker gives out blow jobs ok.
i dont like defending MY choices. i am who i am. if thats being a bitch. awesome. i could care less.
i went to najdas birthday to say hello. and all ifound there was total prediction.
najdas wasted. josh eats bugs and his crew smothering any girl that walks by them and humping legs like dogs. cool.
randoms. and then good friends ive missed like matt james and jenna.k but
TIME CHANGES. PEOPLE DONT. im over this disgusting state. i dont go out anymore for a reason.
id rather live life knowing i loved those people at one point, and will never forget them, but keep moving along doing my own thing.
and i dont see a thing wrong with that.