Feb 06, 2008 20:51
i havent done anything tremendously exciting in months, havent had that unexpect all around good day my lifes consisted of working as much as possible in order to save money for a new car, going to school, doing homework in my freetime and hanging out with jason.
I havent seen jess in a month, and when i do her boyfriend has to be invited or she wont bother to show up and therefore, it's more like "parallel play" as opposed to "group play" in the words of some old school psychologist.
I've been frequently sick for the past few months and it's been wearing me down, it's not like in highschool when you get sick and just stay home from school for three days to get better. I still have to go to school and I still have to go to work. I got tests done and found out i'm anemic, which explains a lot. But i've also had cold after cold.
Peoples immaturity has gotten to me lately as well, theres more to life than tearing down everyone you see to make yourself feel better. Theres more to life than partying to be accepted and theres definetly more to life than trying so desperately to get someones attention that you completly change who you are.