Apr 14, 2010 13:26
1. I lie in bed, staring at the ceiling centering myself for the day.
2. - 4.After using the bathroom, I get a morning snack and then brush my teeth. I’d brush them first - actually then making it twice in the morning - if I had reason.
5.Showering, I can’t get enough of it. I’m not phobic, it comes from living on an island and not having that luxury, I don’t take as many things for granted anymore - not that I really ever did. My life is a rap sheet - literally.
6.I usually just grab stuff to wear; I don’t put much thought into it.
7. Then I have to walk, I can’t stand being confined, on more than one occasion it’s occurred to me that I am better suited for life on an island.
8. Then I work. I don’t have to work; Oceanic took care of that little necessity. Rather I volunteer.
9. Every day, without fail, there is the regret moment. Sometime during the day when a thought leads me down a memory trail that I wish I hadn’t.
10. Then I lose myself in something, a book, another walk, music - I just need to be lost and away from myself.
The rest of the day - well depends on the day.