spit-shine your black clouds.......
well, i suppose you could say that i am an exceedingly cynical and celf-centred person. you could say that, and i would agree. according to many (for example, my dad) nothing i can do is EVER good enough because i am just an inadequite person. so yeah....whatever. its not like i didnt figure this out BEFORE. i have decided to give up a few things in order of my failures. ie: food. at least for a couple of weeks... am i attempting to kill myself...no. will i care if i die....not really. but whatever, enough with this depressing post.
on a better note, i am going to the barn this weekend, so i am rather excited. i'm going to drive down tonight. i really need to ride...it helps me sort a few things out in my head, if you know what i mean.......
mother and i were talking,and i can't make it to FFTL on hallowe'en. it looks as though i am going to spend tuesday with my huntsville friends, as apposed to going to the school dance to watch people knaw each other's faces off (out of love...?). after all, dances are only fun when your pretty drunk, otherwise they are just lame. lamer that a 3-legged dog. i rest my case. i know i will prbably get crusified or disowned for thius remark, but whatever. i say "whatever" a lot..... whatever. well, i am off to lead no life WHAT-SO-EVER, and lurk this site and myspace.
BANG BANG shes still dead.
on a better note, i am going to the barn this weekend, so i am rather excited. i'm going to drive down tonight. i really need to ride...it helps me sort a few things out in my head, if you know what i mean.......
mother and i were talking,and i can't make it to FFTL on hallowe'en. it looks as though i am going to spend tuesday with my huntsville friends, as apposed to going to the school dance to watch people knaw each other's faces off (out of love...?). after all, dances are only fun when your pretty drunk, otherwise they are just lame. lamer that a 3-legged dog. i rest my case. i know i will prbably get crusified or disowned for thius remark, but whatever. i say "whatever" a lot..... whatever. well, i am off to lead no life WHAT-SO-EVER, and lurk this site and myspace.
BANG BANG shes still dead.