Sep 01, 2005 17:48
i never write in these, im horrible at it.
but oh well.
life sucks, but whatever, i'm living.
my dads gonna be in the hospital for another 6 months to a year.
friends? still trying to figure out the true definition of that word. but for starters, i know very few people who are still around...or who have came around, that may fill the requirements.
i'm working, to save up mad loot so i can get the fuck outta here.
i wanna go to pratt, and me and sam are gonna get an apartment in brooklyn. hopefully we'll be outta here in a year, before fall semester.
i'm psyched.
i'm also numb.
i was told that i'm not really numb, just strong..but i think that's kinda lame. i mean, i'm strong, and i know it...cuz otherwise i wouldnt be able to deal with half the shit thats been goin on, but i'm nothing special.
whatever. i get up every morning, and do what i gotta do.
the people who matter, i see...or keep in touch with.
everyone else can suck fat dick.
:)