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it's time for another realization.
the same recurring realization that gets the best of me at times.
i. have. terrific. friends.
i really do.
i've noticed now more than ever, that i'm surrounded by...just..love.
an overwhelming sense of it, really.
in school i'm genuinely happy.
i haven't walked through the halls once this year without a bunch of hellos, hugs, high fives, whateva.
this year has been successful thusfar, i think.
i'm doing moderately well in school. so long as i make sure i'm uptodate by monday, which is the end of the marking period.
i mean. hell, i'm doing some things i've always said i'd never do.
who'd have imagined finding me in the backseat of taryn's car in the dead end smoking with them?
but whatever. because i'm having a terrific time just living up senior year, i guess.
i feel very..care-free. very..hmm. i'm at a loss for words, really.
it was really nice to see target last weekend.
and seeing nicole was pretty sweet too.
not only do i have a really great group of friends, but i'm also appreciating the "cousins" i have and i'm finding myself growing closer to them too.
eh i don't know. sometimes i think i'm lying to myself.
that this is all a clever ploy to launch myself into some kind of euphoria to get my mind off the everlasting depression i always find myself in..but whatever. it's working.
i've spent a lot of time lately talking to pat, which makes me happy too.
he's a terrific kid as well.
and i've been having a lot of fun with lara doing stupid shit that bffz do. i'm really glad to have her too.
i feel like i'm writing as though this is the end of the world. but this is clearly just the beginning.
and i obviously adore lisa pollack more than life itself because she is like my twin only shorter with like. no physical similarities to me at all what so ever :D
hey wanna d8: lmfao i'm going to be a total dick for like five seconds, but i'm going to make up for it:
when i first met you when you came to our school i was like, "WTF is wrong with this girl?" but then i got to know you and you're like. one of my favorites. ahahah
monami bomb: well the same goes for you. before i knew you i thought you were mean and then i got to know you and you're one of the most nicest compassionate smartest people i know
you all wish you were as fucking incredible as monami nagai, even if she can't pronounce words that end in "ink"
the same recurring realization that gets the best of me at times.
i. have. terrific. friends.
i really do.
i've noticed now more than ever, that i'm surrounded by...just..love.
an overwhelming sense of it, really.
in school i'm genuinely happy.
i haven't walked through the halls once this year without a bunch of hellos, hugs, high fives, whateva.
this year has been successful thusfar, i think.
i'm doing moderately well in school. so long as i make sure i'm uptodate by monday, which is the end of the marking period.
i mean. hell, i'm doing some things i've always said i'd never do.
who'd have imagined finding me in the backseat of taryn's car in the dead end smoking with them?
but whatever. because i'm having a terrific time just living up senior year, i guess.
i feel very..care-free. very..hmm. i'm at a loss for words, really.
it was really nice to see target last weekend.
and seeing nicole was pretty sweet too.
not only do i have a really great group of friends, but i'm also appreciating the "cousins" i have and i'm finding myself growing closer to them too.
eh i don't know. sometimes i think i'm lying to myself.
that this is all a clever ploy to launch myself into some kind of euphoria to get my mind off the everlasting depression i always find myself in..but whatever. it's working.
i've spent a lot of time lately talking to pat, which makes me happy too.
he's a terrific kid as well.
and i've been having a lot of fun with lara doing stupid shit that bffz do. i'm really glad to have her too.
i feel like i'm writing as though this is the end of the world. but this is clearly just the beginning.
and i obviously adore lisa pollack more than life itself because she is like my twin only shorter with like. no physical similarities to me at all what so ever :D
hey wanna d8: lmfao i'm going to be a total dick for like five seconds, but i'm going to make up for it:
when i first met you when you came to our school i was like, "WTF is wrong with this girl?" but then i got to know you and you're like. one of my favorites. ahahah
monami bomb: well the same goes for you. before i knew you i thought you were mean and then i got to know you and you're one of the most nicest compassionate smartest people i know
you all wish you were as fucking incredible as monami nagai, even if she can't pronounce words that end in "ink"