the trees, their leaves they die all around you and me, awhoa
ughh taylor and i are really out of our minds, but only in the life threatening non productive, gaining nothing out of it way, which for me is far more acceptable than the out of your mind so you have to write deep dark poetry and paint shit and ponder the sky way. i'm glad though. him jumping out of my car at 27 miles an hour showed true friendship. as did me demanding that he let me wear his pants for 2 hours instead of practicing our songs. pointless persistance and careless bravery, yeah, that's what holds friendships together. hahahahaha.a ah. i'm driving to gainesville for melt banana tomorrow (tonight?). only, jordan is the one that talked me into it, and he wants to go with me, but i want to go with taylor, but i wouldn't even be going if it weren't for jordan. ughhh either way i'm shitty, because i was supposed to go with taylor. i want to go with taylor. of course i want to fucking go with taylor. errrgh. taylor and dino and i played the sassy experience board game tonight. of course i'm upset right now, god (taylor won.) he didn't deserve it dino. him accepting that easy win was the least sassy thing he could have done. i wanted to throw him out of the fucking window, i was GOING to win.