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what is a friend?
a friend is someone whos there to talk to.
a friend is someone who cares if you're not there, and worries why you're not.
a friend is someone who will call you, or visa versa, to hang out.
a friend is someone you don't have to worry about losing.
a friend is more than someone you talk to.
a friend is someone who would cry if you were gone for a while.
a friend is someone who feels empty inside if you're not around, like a part of themself is missing.
a friend is someone who cares if you're mad, no matter how silly the reason.
a friend is there to talk to, no matter how late it is, or how early they have to get up.
a friend is there to just sit in your room in silence with and feel completely comfortable with it.
a friend is someone who you can eat around, stuff your face, make a pig of yourself.
a friend is someone who you don't have to impress, because they love you for you.
a friend is someone who you don't have to feel obligated to call, because they'll call you.
a friend is someone you don't have to try to remain talking to.
a friend is always there. always.
a friend is someone who will realize somethings the matter even if you say you're fine.
a friend is someone who will sing backstreet boys in the car with you, when everyone else is too cool and mature for it.
a friend is someone who you made friends with from making fun of someone else.
a friend is someone you fight with, but deep down you know you'll be okay tomorrow.
a friend is someone you can't go a day without talking to, because the silence kills you inside.
a friend is someone you run home to the computer for.
a friend is someone who you look foward telling every detail of your day to.
a friend is someone who is there for you, and you are there for them.
a friend is someone you don't have to worry about not being you're friend, because the love is mutual.
i don't have many friends. but the few i have, i love. and honestly, andrea is my best friend. to me, the amount of years you know a person doesn't mean anything. if it did, then your brother/sister would be your best friend because you've known them the longest. but she's always there. she gives advice and doesn't just say mhm.. or oh. or i see. she truly cares about how i feel and i care about how she feels. even if we're just nosey and want to know whats going on, but we still care because we want to know.
but lately i've just been depressed because of people. i do this test to myself all the time. i'll have a group of "friends" then i'll start to feel unwanted, like they don't care about me. so i distance myself, taking away all the effort i made to converse or hang out with them. then suddenly, its all gone. they don't make the effort. so then i realize, that.. i don't have friends. its kinda a sad feeling i guess. actually i know. its really sad. i don't have friends, i consider them "people i talk to". i probably only have about 5 friends if i'm lucky. but i guess 5 friends is better than 50 "people i talk to."
a friend is someone whos there to talk to.
a friend is someone who cares if you're not there, and worries why you're not.
a friend is someone who will call you, or visa versa, to hang out.
a friend is someone you don't have to worry about losing.
a friend is more than someone you talk to.
a friend is someone who would cry if you were gone for a while.
a friend is someone who feels empty inside if you're not around, like a part of themself is missing.
a friend is someone who cares if you're mad, no matter how silly the reason.
a friend is there to talk to, no matter how late it is, or how early they have to get up.
a friend is there to just sit in your room in silence with and feel completely comfortable with it.
a friend is someone who you can eat around, stuff your face, make a pig of yourself.
a friend is someone who you don't have to impress, because they love you for you.
a friend is someone who you don't have to feel obligated to call, because they'll call you.
a friend is someone you don't have to try to remain talking to.
a friend is always there. always.
a friend is someone who will realize somethings the matter even if you say you're fine.
a friend is someone who will sing backstreet boys in the car with you, when everyone else is too cool and mature for it.
a friend is someone who you made friends with from making fun of someone else.
a friend is someone you fight with, but deep down you know you'll be okay tomorrow.
a friend is someone you can't go a day without talking to, because the silence kills you inside.
a friend is someone you run home to the computer for.
a friend is someone who you look foward telling every detail of your day to.
a friend is someone who is there for you, and you are there for them.
a friend is someone you don't have to worry about not being you're friend, because the love is mutual.
i don't have many friends. but the few i have, i love. and honestly, andrea is my best friend. to me, the amount of years you know a person doesn't mean anything. if it did, then your brother/sister would be your best friend because you've known them the longest. but she's always there. she gives advice and doesn't just say mhm.. or oh. or i see. she truly cares about how i feel and i care about how she feels. even if we're just nosey and want to know whats going on, but we still care because we want to know.
but lately i've just been depressed because of people. i do this test to myself all the time. i'll have a group of "friends" then i'll start to feel unwanted, like they don't care about me. so i distance myself, taking away all the effort i made to converse or hang out with them. then suddenly, its all gone. they don't make the effort. so then i realize, that.. i don't have friends. its kinda a sad feeling i guess. actually i know. its really sad. i don't have friends, i consider them "people i talk to". i probably only have about 5 friends if i'm lucky. but i guess 5 friends is better than 50 "people i talk to."