life seen thru the blind

Jul 27, 2004 00:59

ive realized a lot of things lately.. im starting to see who my tru friends r. im working a lot and im almost on my own which i cant wait for. id say that within the next two months, ill be in an apartment somewhere..

not everything is all cookies and cream.. sometimes i feel like a loser, not cuz i have no friends but cuz of the things i do. i smoke way too much cigarettes.. i smoke a lot of weed and sometimes im afraid to drive my own car out of fear that it might break down on me.

i have my escapes from everything tho. ive been going to the beach a lot lately.. im going on monday. i have really gotten into bodyboarding a lot since the surf team and i have gotten so good at it.and when i smoke herb, suddenly, there isnt anything to worry bout.. everything dissapears and doesnt matter as much. i think cheese is the funniest person i have ever met.

im out of high school now, so no more of that drama and im getting ready to start college.. start over.. start my life

wish me luch
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