Jan 17, 2007 12:35
I am tired of this. I am tired of you not showing any emotion at all towards this.
do you know how it feels to be with someone who doesn't even know you exist? or for that matter, even cares? It's not what he told me last night. that was just the icing on the cake. a really rotten cake. it was his reaction to my response. i am not going to change my morals for him. he was young, yes, but he still thinks it's okay is what scares me. why would he even mention it? a threesome? with his ex and her best friend? it makes me sick just thinking about it. okay, fine, he did it. whatever. it's over, but why would you tell me that? and get that image in my head?
it's the fact that you think the world of your salt water tank and if anything happened to it, it would be the end of your world. i wish you felt that way about me.
i have to focus on what i need. and right now i just need to be happy.