shaboom
so i went to court for that accident i was in. they dropped the charges. i still had to be there for 2 hours. after court, i waited for kayla to get out of work. then we had a little girly day out. we went tanning!! this was my first time and i liked it! i burn easily so i only stayed in the bed for like..4 minutes. ha. then we went to the mall and bought a tank top in H&M and some body lotion from victoria's secret! and free lip gloss! i love girly days. i always wanted someone to do girly stuff with and now i have one! although she can get kind of self absorbed. but i don't mind.
it really mad me kind of upset though when we were at the bar. she asked me if i think kelly and steve will make it as a couple and i said yes. and she said that she didn't think so. and that steve and i have more in common than him and kelly and that me and steve should be together. which is ridiculous. it just made me upset that she thought that way of her two good friends. i think that they are the epitome of love. despite their little quarrels, they still love each other a lot. she doesn't see that.
i went on another date, but i didn't call it a date. but he thought it was a date apparently because he kept touching my leg in the theatre. he said he really liked me and i said i wasn't ready for a relationship. besides, he works with gil and is friends with him. i don't know about him, but i just think that's too fucking weird. he's nice and we have a ton in common, but i just don't want to settle. i'm just too picky i guess. i was talking to steve about it and he agreed that i shouldn't just go out with someone for the sake of going out with them.
oh, they transferred me to the monroe store so NO MORE TONY. which makes me miserable. i miss flirting with him. we almost kissed but i chickened out. i don't even know if i would date him. i'm just infatuated with him. and i can't have him which makes me want him MORE. so in monroe, i'm the only girl there right now. which is fine because i like guys better anyway. but it gets kind of disturbing hearing their conversations. they all have girlfriends. which doesn't make it as fun. steve just gave his two weeks today which upsets me greatly. he was the only thing in that store that made me like going there. now i'll be alone. no one gets my sense of humor. well, sometimes they do.
everyone has a significant other and i hate it. or maybe i just like guys who are attached which means i can't have them. gahhhhh. i'm just going to stop talking to guys and be asexual. because i fucking hate girls too.
it really mad me kind of upset though when we were at the bar. she asked me if i think kelly and steve will make it as a couple and i said yes. and she said that she didn't think so. and that steve and i have more in common than him and kelly and that me and steve should be together. which is ridiculous. it just made me upset that she thought that way of her two good friends. i think that they are the epitome of love. despite their little quarrels, they still love each other a lot. she doesn't see that.
i went on another date, but i didn't call it a date. but he thought it was a date apparently because he kept touching my leg in the theatre. he said he really liked me and i said i wasn't ready for a relationship. besides, he works with gil and is friends with him. i don't know about him, but i just think that's too fucking weird. he's nice and we have a ton in common, but i just don't want to settle. i'm just too picky i guess. i was talking to steve about it and he agreed that i shouldn't just go out with someone for the sake of going out with them.
oh, they transferred me to the monroe store so NO MORE TONY. which makes me miserable. i miss flirting with him. we almost kissed but i chickened out. i don't even know if i would date him. i'm just infatuated with him. and i can't have him which makes me want him MORE. so in monroe, i'm the only girl there right now. which is fine because i like guys better anyway. but it gets kind of disturbing hearing their conversations. they all have girlfriends. which doesn't make it as fun. steve just gave his two weeks today which upsets me greatly. he was the only thing in that store that made me like going there. now i'll be alone. no one gets my sense of humor. well, sometimes they do.
everyone has a significant other and i hate it. or maybe i just like guys who are attached which means i can't have them. gahhhhh. i'm just going to stop talking to guys and be asexual. because i fucking hate girls too.