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Your'e pathetic, and you'll always be pathetic and you'll never be perfect and you'll never be good enough for anyone because you're discusting and have no good qualities at all.
I can't believe you actually thought you were good at something? I mean honestly, you're fucking kidding yourself. Why do I even bother....
I just want him to say that he's proud of me...
And why the fuck would he beproud of you you fucking hopeless fuck, did you see what you did? you fucking suck, stop fooling yourself and everyone else around you. YOU SUCK, GET IT THROUGH YOUR FAT FUCKING SKULL.
I know.
Fucking good. Loser.
I just want to feel like his proud of me. That someones proud of me...
Noone is proud of you. They think your fucking pathetic. It's funny - watching you fall. And I'm all you've got I'm all you've ever got.
I know.
All you're good at.
I know.
I know you fucking do. Bitch. I'm all you're fucking good at and you know it. You fucking know it. You're that fucking good that noone knows....and knowones ging to know - not until your perfect.....And thats a long fucking way off you fat fuck/.
I just want them to be proud of me. But I'm pathetic and I know it.
Thats fucking right. The more you understand how fucked up you are, the better. See, see how she buys you food when she thinks you're down...she knows your weakness. She knows you're fucking weak...weak fucking idiot.
I'm sorry.
Yeah, I know, You're always sorry. and it's pathetic, I wish you could see what your actions cause before you do things. I can. And I know that you're suddenly realising it. I've always been here for you. Always. Don't push me away you fuck. Your fucking love me. You need me. You'd always need me, because you can't survive without me. I'm all you've got. Your mentor. Your fucking mind. WHY WONT YOU FUCKING LISTEN TO ME???? WHYY?
I don't fucking know, I'm SORRY!
Whatever. If you were soory, then why did you eat that packet of chips today....yeah, think about that. Fat Fuck. You're fucking pathetic, I don't know how many times I need to tell you that, but you are. And it's fucking hilarious watching you fall. Watching you fucking cry.
I just want them to be proud.
I just...
I know. I know what you want...I always know.. And oneday, oneday you will too.
Why do people even care about me? Maybe they don't, maybe they won;t really mind if I go. If I leave. Sometimes I just can't take this. Sometimes I just woant out. Sometimes is most days.....sometimes I becoming always. ecause I fail at everything ,everything I do. And I'm being punished for it. Punished because I'm a bad person, I'm pathetic and I'll never be loved. Never