Dec 10, 2004 15:11
John was maybe, perhaps going to come up and visit tonight but he can't because his boss is an asshole, at least that's my take on it. Made me sad actually, haha, how embarrassingly emotional I feel.kidding...I'm not like crying or anything, just bummed. It seems like whenever you find yourself looking forward to something it always falls through. Oh well, I suppose I'll be back in town 5 days from now...not that long right?
In other news, I have a job!!! YAY!!! I am officially not as lazy as I have been the last 3 years of my life. I'll be working with 1 1/2 - 3 yr olds at the UT Children's Center in the 'teddybear room' how fucking adorable is that? The kids are so cute although I'll have to be wiping butts until they're potty-trained which for most of them isn't going to happen. BOO but, UT doesn't take out social security so in a way that almost makes up for it...social security is something I complained about over the summer to my parents so much that they hid everytime I got a paycheck. I start Jan 10 which means I have to come up to Austin a week before I was planning, but that's alright I suppose. I only work afternoons for 4 hours everyday, so it's not like it's gonna be hella time consuming or anything.
I've been doing a great job keeping in touch with people all of the sudden, something I'm horrible at but at the same time I haven't talked to a lot of my friends...it's disorienting...where did all these people go? I know in life you always lose people and friends to time and distance and aliens, but damn...I miss them