i give up
its pretty much the same
its been the same and ive given up on the idea that its going to get better. im working hard and nothings paying off, im fatter than ever. all i want to do is listen to elliot smith and hide under my bed. I really wish i had the guts to kill myself. I feel like some people just arent meant to live in this world and im one of them. im pretty sure my life is over.im going to go smoke then sleep ...then go out with friends, pretend to be happy...and do it all over again. i love all of my imaginary friends, its the one time when i dont feel like a pathetic complainer. i want to die in some sort of bizarre accident.
its been the same and ive given up on the idea that its going to get better. im working hard and nothings paying off, im fatter than ever. all i want to do is listen to elliot smith and hide under my bed. I really wish i had the guts to kill myself. I feel like some people just arent meant to live in this world and im one of them. im pretty sure my life is over.im going to go smoke then sleep ...then go out with friends, pretend to be happy...and do it all over again. i love all of my imaginary friends, its the one time when i dont feel like a pathetic complainer. i want to die in some sort of bizarre accident.