Today was tiring, and I didn't even really do anything, except think.
UGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Idon'tevenknowwhatIhavedone.AtthismomentIreallydon'thaveasetplacetoliveatinthenextsixdays.I'mprobablyjustgoingtostayhereinthisshittyfuckingapartmentonemoremonthfor100moreandonelessroomate.
AtleastIvanwillbehere.Ifeellikeshit.Mystomachhasbeeninpainatsomepointeverydayforthelast4days.Idon'tknowhwy.Itswierdingmeout.Ididn'tgotoAustintoday,whichwouldhavebeengreat,becauseIhadtowork.
Ihadonetableinthreehours,thenIfinallysaidfuckitandleft.IwasreallllyexcitedaboutthistriptocaliforniawithArielKoriandIvan.ButI'mnotgoinganymore.ThatsOKbecauseIwillhaveahouseinsteadtocomehometoo,andawesomepeople!!
ThatsreallywhatIhavetolookforwardtorightnow,butsometimesIjustcan'tfindsomethingpositivetolooktowards.
So with all that nonsense, I remembered an entry from last year called "makes me happy", so I looked for it. Everything I listed, for the most part, still makes me happy, and I am going to refer to that list when I have a bad day.
AtleastIvanwillbehere.Ifeellikeshit.Mystomachhasbeeninpainatsomepointeverydayforthelast4days.Idon'tknowhwy.Itswierdingmeout.Ididn'tgotoAustintoday,whichwouldhavebeengreat,becauseIhadtowork.
Ihadonetableinthreehours,thenIfinallysaidfuckitandleft.IwasreallllyexcitedaboutthistriptocaliforniawithArielKoriandIvan.ButI'mnotgoinganymore.ThatsOKbecauseIwillhaveahouseinsteadtocomehometoo,andawesomepeople!!
ThatsreallywhatIhavetolookforwardtorightnow,butsometimesIjustcan'tfindsomethingpositivetolooktowards.
So with all that nonsense, I remembered an entry from last year called "makes me happy", so I looked for it. Everything I listed, for the most part, still makes me happy, and I am going to refer to that list when I have a bad day.