May 11, 2004 11:45
im so sad.
//jenson and i arent together anymore. i didnt want to hurt him, but i have to run with my feelings. hopefully we can still talk, and hopefully he will be my friend. i still want him around. i care too much.
//no more serious relationships for me. its too hard, and not worth the pain. this time, i am sticking to my word to never get into relationships like these again . . .