i'm still sick to my stomach and i'm shaky.

[shes_so_jaded]

i am no one of consequence.

but regardless.
i'm so scared of drowning in how i used to know you.

but i'm here i'm groping the nearest piece of driftwood.

i just can't hold on.
i'm still sick to my stomach and i'm shaky.

i'm so lost 
for words
for breath
for a spark of sanity

and i've fallen off of something i can't climb onto again.

f
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e
fa
ll
ing.