by the way
I have a feeling that I'm going to be crying every day for the whole month of august because I'm going to miss so many things here. When i leave, it's like anything good that I've built up, like relationships and things like that, will all become insignificant and i will have to start all over again. Do you know how hard that will be? I know i can make new friends but I'm gonna feel like so different living in a completely different place with different people. I'm scared right now and i'm not even leaving for awhile. I guess i've just been having so much fun lately and seem to have almost everything i want (tho i could be doing better in school): i have the awesomest best friend, a great guy, sunny weather, good friends, good times...I just don't know. I want a hug.