A proper update.
Right, where do I begin?
In January I got myself into a relationship that I now know I shouldn't have. I was never really attracted to Aldo, it just sort of happened. You know that way you stop paying attention and just roll with things without really giving too much of a thought? Kinda like that but not in a good way.
As a friend, Aldo can be a good guy, but boyfriend material he was not. It all came crashing down on the night of my 21st birthday. I borrowed a lovely dress, popped on high heels and got all dolled up, I thought I looked nice and I opened the front door to Aldo who said "What the fuck are you wearing? You look horrible!" and my party was ruined in an instant. At the end of the night he tried to accuse me of flirting with Martin the entire night, which of course I wasn't plus Martin was too busy DJing to even really talk to anyone. He's a good friend, it shouldn't have been an issue if I spoke to him or not anyway.
Throughout the whole relationship, Aldo had no interest in me other than when I cooked dinner. Most of the time he was "too busy" to make plans, and when he did come over he ate then fell asleep and complained if I woke him up. I was never "in love" or anything, which makes me sound absolutely horrible but the lack of attention still kind of hurt. Sure, he phoned me all the time, or texted a lot but that got on my nerves, it's not the same as actually spending time with someone. He also told me I had to make more of an effort with my appearance when he did come over, and also boaked when I asked for a cigarette when I was rooked. Yet I was to pay for all the dinners and take-aways.
I ended our relationship a day after my birthday party, since then we've had a fight in public after he accused me of cheating on him saying he had seen texts which don't exist because they were never sent in the first place. Pathetic really.
I'm in a new relationship now, he has a livejournal so I'm not saying too much, not that anyone really uses this anymore out of my real life friend circle but still. It's early days, we've been "seeing each other" for around 3 months, and offical for just under 1 month. It seems to be going okay, I'm pretty happy even if I'm the one doing all the communicating, but I don't really mind too much, he's shy but I'm assuming that will change over time, I hope so cause I like his wee face.
Non-Relationship stuff?
Kieran is moving out tomorrow and into a flat with his girlfriend of 7 months. I can't see it working out, Kieran isn't himself in front of her and I don't think they've spent enough time together. They text constantly and see each other maybe once a week, but it's not for me to judge and it will be nice having the flat to myself. I just hope is attitude and anger issues don't come out and ruin it for them.
Work sucks, nothing new there. It's really starting to take it's toll on me but I'm applying like crazy to any suitible jobs in Greenock. It seems nobody wants to employ full-time, permanent workers which is extremely annoying but I'll get something closer to home eventually. It would be foolish of me to quit a job without another one lined up.
I guess that's all I have to say really!
In January I got myself into a relationship that I now know I shouldn't have. I was never really attracted to Aldo, it just sort of happened. You know that way you stop paying attention and just roll with things without really giving too much of a thought? Kinda like that but not in a good way.
As a friend, Aldo can be a good guy, but boyfriend material he was not. It all came crashing down on the night of my 21st birthday. I borrowed a lovely dress, popped on high heels and got all dolled up, I thought I looked nice and I opened the front door to Aldo who said "What the fuck are you wearing? You look horrible!" and my party was ruined in an instant. At the end of the night he tried to accuse me of flirting with Martin the entire night, which of course I wasn't plus Martin was too busy DJing to even really talk to anyone. He's a good friend, it shouldn't have been an issue if I spoke to him or not anyway.
Throughout the whole relationship, Aldo had no interest in me other than when I cooked dinner. Most of the time he was "too busy" to make plans, and when he did come over he ate then fell asleep and complained if I woke him up. I was never "in love" or anything, which makes me sound absolutely horrible but the lack of attention still kind of hurt. Sure, he phoned me all the time, or texted a lot but that got on my nerves, it's not the same as actually spending time with someone. He also told me I had to make more of an effort with my appearance when he did come over, and also boaked when I asked for a cigarette when I was rooked. Yet I was to pay for all the dinners and take-aways.
I ended our relationship a day after my birthday party, since then we've had a fight in public after he accused me of cheating on him saying he had seen texts which don't exist because they were never sent in the first place. Pathetic really.
I'm in a new relationship now, he has a livejournal so I'm not saying too much, not that anyone really uses this anymore out of my real life friend circle but still. It's early days, we've been "seeing each other" for around 3 months, and offical for just under 1 month. It seems to be going okay, I'm pretty happy even if I'm the one doing all the communicating, but I don't really mind too much, he's shy but I'm assuming that will change over time, I hope so cause I like his wee face.
Non-Relationship stuff?
Kieran is moving out tomorrow and into a flat with his girlfriend of 7 months. I can't see it working out, Kieran isn't himself in front of her and I don't think they've spent enough time together. They text constantly and see each other maybe once a week, but it's not for me to judge and it will be nice having the flat to myself. I just hope is attitude and anger issues don't come out and ruin it for them.
Work sucks, nothing new there. It's really starting to take it's toll on me but I'm applying like crazy to any suitible jobs in Greenock. It seems nobody wants to employ full-time, permanent workers which is extremely annoying but I'll get something closer to home eventually. It would be foolish of me to quit a job without another one lined up.
I guess that's all I have to say really!