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7 more months of this hell. sometimes I don't feel like I'm going to be able to make it. most of the time I want to just give up and have this pain stop. seeing his face, being able to hold him and kiss him after 6 1/2 months was more amazing than I had ever imagined it would be and just when it felt like the fight was over, he was back on the plane again. I doesn't feel like we're half way through, instead it feels like we have to do the same thing all over again. fjhkdhfkdsyrhushfkjdsfhldshfjgjhffj There's nothing I can write that could begin to explain how I feel about any of this so I don't know why I bother anymore.
I hate bush. and the government. and the stupid fucking war. and fuck extended deployments!
I hate bush. and the government. and the stupid fucking war. and fuck extended deployments!