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in ap physics. i dont get it. when i stay focued n try hard, so so hard, in school - its just the same as when i didnt. someone please fucking explain to me why i have a C in AP physics. that doesnt fly with me. no.
i hate gym class. its so lame. we dont do anything, and today is a free day. so now what.
then i go to poms and thats not been so aweseome lately. people are yelling at me and mouthing back to me - esp mumbling stuff about me underneath their breaths and its not cool. im just trying to lead the squad and be tuff on the girls so we can qualify next saturday. if we dont have hard practices, nothing will get done ... which means bye bye super sectionals. im not looking forward to going to practice and being bitched at and made fun of. i left all that stupid drama at the last annonymous post. maybe i should give up on the squad - like just stop being captain and see where we go.
we wouldnt be 4 points away from super sectionals if practices werent what theyve been. i want this so bad for all of us...
whats rite? be a hard captain so we can win, or be passive so people will be accepting of me...