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Jul 22, 2005 20:32

I could make this a productive weekend, but I don't see that actually happening. I really have nothing to do this weekend, and that's pretty sad.
I really hope that everything works out and we get that house. I really like it, and I think it would be a lot of fun to do the work that it needs done to it. We could turn it into a really nice house with some work. I'm trying not to get my hopes up, but it's really hard. All night I've been looking at decorating ideas and such. We are suppose to be going tomorrow to look at more houses with Barb (the lady that's helping us). But, I'm pretty sure we have our minds made up already.
I requested some info. from Reinhardt and they still haven't sent it to me. I really want to start school and do something with my life. I feel like I'm in an ackward stage in my life. Stuck in between being a teenager and a grown up. As cheesey as this sounds, much like that Brittney Spears song "I'm not a girl, not yet a woman". I feel that way with everything in my life right now, even down the way I'm suppose to dress.
I'm going to see Dr. Simmons on Tuesday and I'm very nervous. We'll see what happens though.
This week wasn't very good at work, or anywhere for that matter. It just seems like everything went wrong that possibly could. Then when I went to Nick for comfort, he didn't give me what I wanted. As selfish as that may seem, I was just looking for a little sympathy.
Well, I'm off to do something.
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