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Jul 19, 2005 18:12

I'm getting really stressed out about getting a house. Shannon, from the mortgage department, was suppose to call us back tonight between 4 and 5 with pre-approved amoount,but never did. I am so anxious. I bet she will call tomorrow while I'm at work and hopefully Nick will wake up to answer the phone. I am alos nervous that we will be unable to find a house in the price range we are looking for that I actually love. Buying a house is very stressful.
I figured it out though with the money, which I forgot to talk to Nick about. If he would sell all his crap (ie car, and dirt bike, at least until he payed off his truck) we would be fine. It is him that is worrying me about being able to afford it.

Anyway.

I'm really sucking on money this month. Not too sure what happened to it all. Ha... I know, I'm use to having lots of money from my habbit. I know I said that I wasn't going to do it anymore, but it didn't stay that way. I got some on Monday and plan to get some until things are paid off and there is money in the bank. I know this is really horrible, but I just can't seem to convience myself to really stop! I suck at life.

Everything will work out. Some way or another.

Now that Nick is selling his car because he won't be able to afford a house otherwise, I wonder if I will ever get a ring. I know that is selfish but now is plan isn't going to happen...just like all his other plans for us to get engaged.
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