::screaming::
fuck!!!! every fucking time i start to feel better someone has to bring me down!! over stupid bullshit!! but what i cant stand even more!!! is when they put on an act in front of me... no one has to like me but at least have some common curtisy to just LET ME KNOW! i mean shit i could give a fuck less if someone doesnt like me who im not even close to anyway!? but seriously... when you stand there and act like everything is ok ... then when i find out i go back to when we were "infront" of each other and think of how un welcome i was there... thats the shittiest feeling anyone could have.
and i am so through with everyones bullshit. i dont have time for these childish games ...with britney and jeremy.. with eric and kayla .. i mean expecially if you know that someone doesnt like you ... there are others out there.
some of you might not even realize whats right infront of you.i know kayla said me and her were 2 dif. people..and we are..but i am some how wound up in this.. cause i hate jeremy sooo much sometimes for kayla but i love eric for kayla also, kayla erics perfect for you right now.. maybe not forever ..but for right ow.. hed take care of you.. i hope you can see through jeremy for even that? oh my gosh, jeremy...
..ok i know you dont like kayla... but just be nicer to her.. thats all...you know.. its not even really that she cares so much about britney its just .. youre giving your all to her and now kayla is completely shut out.. with out even a reason. you dont have to listen to me.. i know youre prolly just gonna say fuck you.. but it was worth a try.
well hpefully people can reconsider..but till then i have enough bullshit in my life right now to be trying to help everyone else out.
and i am so through with everyones bullshit. i dont have time for these childish games ...with britney and jeremy.. with eric and kayla .. i mean expecially if you know that someone doesnt like you ... there are others out there.
some of you might not even realize whats right infront of you.i know kayla said me and her were 2 dif. people..and we are..but i am some how wound up in this.. cause i hate jeremy sooo much sometimes for kayla but i love eric for kayla also, kayla erics perfect for you right now.. maybe not forever ..but for right ow.. hed take care of you.. i hope you can see through jeremy for even that? oh my gosh, jeremy...
..ok i know you dont like kayla... but just be nicer to her.. thats all...you know.. its not even really that she cares so much about britney its just .. youre giving your all to her and now kayla is completely shut out.. with out even a reason. you dont have to listen to me.. i know youre prolly just gonna say fuck you.. but it was worth a try.
well hpefully people can reconsider..but till then i have enough bullshit in my life right now to be trying to help everyone else out.