i guess i just dont know..

Oct 26, 2003 13:32

all i know is.
ive felt spread out so thinly lately.

i guess.the longer you wait the harder it is.

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just_a_ghost October 30 2003, 07:12:05 UTC
01: what is your first memory of me: one time, you were working in hot topic, and i walked in to see someone i knew and you caught my attention before they did. then i saw you at papa ginos and i asked nathan about you. then i saw you at the doctors office that same week.
02: how long have we been friends: a long while, i'd say.
03: tell about one memory we share together: the beach in the fall. when it was just the two of us. or the summer, and our photobooth pictures.
04: describe me in four adjectives: beautiful, caring, busy, tired.
05: if we could spend a day together what would we do: drive somewhere far away and never come back.
06: name one thing you really don't like about me: i don't get to see you because we haven't made plans.
07: name one thing you really do like about me: when we're together, nothing matters. it's just you and me.
08: if you could give me a gift what would it be: all the free time in the world, accompanied by the purest happiness in the world.
09: have we ever gotten in a fight & about what: yes. you hate me.
10: have we ever hugged: i haven't hugged you in like..days, and that is weird to me.
11: have we ever danced with each other: in kitchens and in your dorm room.
12: have you ever seen me cry: a little bit once, but other than that..you wouldn't let me come over.
13: have i ever offended you: yes ma'am, but i'll let it slide.
14: what is something embarrassing that i've done: vampire teeth. thats all i'll say about that.
15: what do i usually look like when you see me: cute clothes, good hair. you know..just cute.
16: what do i say all the time\whats my catch phrase: "okee."
17: do you think we will be friends in 5 years: we'll be in each others lives in one way or another, thats for sure.
18: do you think i am bitchy: not particularly.
19: has there been anything you wanted to tell me, but didn't: i've got nothing to hide.
20: what advice would you give me, in general: relax a little more, and don't listen to people and their stupid bullshit.
21: wanna make out: if and when we go back out, of course.<3
22: suggest a band / cd for me to listen to: ATMOSPHERE: god loves ugly.
23: is there a song that reminds you of me: BRIGHT EYES: puella quam amo es pulchra. (see below for lyrics.

i had a beautiful, beautiful time
the drives and the talks were amazing
the kind of friend i though i'd never find
i had a beautiful, beautiful time
you have a beautiful, beautiful smile
the way it cuts and collapses on your lips
and when you touch me i shake like a child
it's late i'm afraid you might leave
because sometimes it seems like you still don't believe me
and there's nothing i can do to concentrate
it's so distracting always thinking of you
so i expose and explain and i meant everything that i said
it's moments like this that repeat and replay in my head
when i'm laying in bed
it's a beautiful, beautiful time
as you laugh and roll onto your stomach
the carpet embraces your design
my heart pounds as i lay by your side
because sometimes i find that i am unable to hide all these
feelings that flow
in this basement and in this dim light
you look so beautiful
i'm unsure and unclear with the words that i say
i'm happy when you are near and i wish that forever could stay
just like today
you have beautiful, beautiful eyes
so bright and alive and enchanting
i want to be with you all of the time
it's hopeless but i have to try anyway.

-edwinjames.

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