Feb 10, 2004 14:44
so lets see sum up the past few days.
Nick and I almost died, in a drunkin rampage on 495n at 4am
We did like a 380.
that was some scarey shit right there.
yesterday We put like 8663868778975 cans into the back of Nicks car for my recycling program im doing for the school.
we got all the way to the redemption center and it was CLOSED.
so now nicks car smells like rotten beer cans.
delicious.
no ones going to believe this.
I hung out with Edwin.
first off.
i wanted to see him, so he could see how sincere I was being, in saying that I hated the way things where between us, and i missed him, and how I was one of the only people on the face of the earth he showed he actually had feelings to.
He spoke some amazingly kind words, after brushing some ice chips off of his shoulders. It reminded me of all the times I would just think about things he said to me and would smile, because he's the most sincere human being alive.
and to make a long story short, were friends. good friends.
and im VERY glad for that. Ed would of a been a terrible loss, even though it may seem i didnt care before, I didnt want to be the only one trying to have some sort of relationship, but obviously we both missed each other.Sometimes i feel like he doesn't care enough for himself. so now I can yell at him for drinking and driving and maybe he will take in to consideration all the harm he puts himself through and will think maybe he's being too careless with his life.
so thursday night.
fox hall show, it will be good because ill be drunk (suprise,suprise)
Frado's playing with Radio Silence
and Johnnny M's band is playing so it should be good anyways.
kym and mike and jackie are coming over to get a little drunk before we go over there. CHRISTA you should come <3 Ed you should too as long as you don't beat anyone up (utterly impossible) hehe
HOW I REALISED I AM THE MOST ABSCENT MINDED PERSON ALIVE.
this morning. so first off I wake up without enough time to shower (like i care)
but i go down to my friend Adams room at what I thought was 915, turns out its 845 . So I make him get out of bed ubber early.
and we head to the dirt lot.
Im thinking a million things (as usual) as I open my car and get in and drive off, the only thing im not thinking is "hey candice you left your books on your roof you fucking ORF" i drove all the way to South Campus with my books on my roof, needless to say there MIA , and I've retraced my steps several times.
Im an idiot.
The end.
im going to go take a nap my class got out early today so I have time before my next one.
yay.
And we say goodbye, and go underground or up towards the sky- up in smoke, burnt down to size. At least we're still friends. At least we're still alive