i fake it so real i am beyond fake..

[shes_all_talk]

i haven't felt like talking much lately.
&a lot of things have been bothering me.
i just can't find anyone to talk to it about.
&there has been so many times when people have been talking to me
&i just fake a smile at them.
i just can't pinpoint what it is that's bothering me.
&that bothers me.