... and I'm not ashamed of the person that I am today...
I have the tell tale of a cold coming on. Sore throat, headache, fatigue, dizziness... but none the less, I've had a fantastic day :) School was very long, very boring, very blah blah blah... but I lived through it, I'm home now, and I'm ready to hit the hay after this entry is complete.
Whenever Jody says anything like, "Desiree, can we talk?" or "Des, have a second?" I know I've done something wrong. Tonight was no exception. After school I hung out for a few hours with Zach, Travis, and A.J, then came home for dinner. It was my night to do dishes, but before I did, Jody called me into the living room. He was quiet for a minute then said, "I dont know how to say this to where it wont make you mad... but... there's been a few nights you've come home smelling like weed..."
Yeah. Woah. My heart stopped.
"... and I'm not saying that youre doing it, but if youre around anyone that does... well, it's a pet peeve of mine, and I believe that nothing could be bad enough to make someone turn to drugs."
He went on talking a little longer, and I told him that I do smoke, there's been a few times when I have come home stoned, but that I was working on stopping... which is partly true, because it's been on my mind, but at the same time... I really like smoking weed. It makes me feel really calm and collected... but I'm thinking, for the sake of my home, I should stop for a while, and if I do smoke, it needs to be when I wont be around Jody and Sherriy. I like that I was able to tell Jody I smoke without him freaking out, it takes some weight off of my shoulders, but I'm not ready to completely stop. After we talked and I started the dishes, he came up behind me and said, "I hope I wasnt too hard on you, but it's because I care."
That made me feel good :)
Well, my time is up on the computer, so I need stop writing. I wish I could of made a more detailed entry... but you know.
loves to all, esspecially aaron!
~rag doll
Whenever Jody says anything like, "Desiree, can we talk?" or "Des, have a second?" I know I've done something wrong. Tonight was no exception. After school I hung out for a few hours with Zach, Travis, and A.J, then came home for dinner. It was my night to do dishes, but before I did, Jody called me into the living room. He was quiet for a minute then said, "I dont know how to say this to where it wont make you mad... but... there's been a few nights you've come home smelling like weed..."
Yeah. Woah. My heart stopped.
"... and I'm not saying that youre doing it, but if youre around anyone that does... well, it's a pet peeve of mine, and I believe that nothing could be bad enough to make someone turn to drugs."
He went on talking a little longer, and I told him that I do smoke, there's been a few times when I have come home stoned, but that I was working on stopping... which is partly true, because it's been on my mind, but at the same time... I really like smoking weed. It makes me feel really calm and collected... but I'm thinking, for the sake of my home, I should stop for a while, and if I do smoke, it needs to be when I wont be around Jody and Sherriy. I like that I was able to tell Jody I smoke without him freaking out, it takes some weight off of my shoulders, but I'm not ready to completely stop. After we talked and I started the dishes, he came up behind me and said, "I hope I wasnt too hard on you, but it's because I care."
That made me feel good :)
Well, my time is up on the computer, so I need stop writing. I wish I could of made a more detailed entry... but you know.
loves to all, esspecially aaron!
~rag doll