Merry Christmas
MERRY CHRISTMAS MOTHER FUCKERS!
IDK Bout u but i cant wait for the new year and things to friggin change!
My christmas was good i got a fuckin laptop!!!! badass rite, ive been needing it!lol
well everythings goin good i think.... i hae the christmas blues up until yesterday, i have no idea why, everything thing just kinda came crashing down *emotionaly* i realized everything i promised myself i wouldnt do again i did and old habbits that i got rid of sliped back in somehow.....and that really got me down cuz now not only cant i trust certain "nouns" i cant trust the one person i thought i could always rely on...... MY SELF! go figure. Anyway its just hard to let go and i know thats what im gonna have to do more sooner than later. People dont disapoint me anymore.... well i mean they let me down but when they do im not disapointed nor surprised just uterly confused as to why i didnt see it coming cuz u know they will never change.
Sry about that its Christmas and im rambling on about depressing shit! forgive me.
Yesterday totaly cheer'd my ass up! spent a good day with justin, and it only got better when it started to snow on us! Omg can u believe that happend? The worlds coming to and end! lol.
It was most def. fun playing in it though lol
Chris and Ashera are all moved in to there house its Oficial! yay
cant wait for them to throw a party!
welp im hungry time for some down home cookin
LOvE yAz *well most of u*
Melissa
IDK Bout u but i cant wait for the new year and things to friggin change!
My christmas was good i got a fuckin laptop!!!! badass rite, ive been needing it!lol
well everythings goin good i think.... i hae the christmas blues up until yesterday, i have no idea why, everything thing just kinda came crashing down *emotionaly* i realized everything i promised myself i wouldnt do again i did and old habbits that i got rid of sliped back in somehow.....and that really got me down cuz now not only cant i trust certain "nouns" i cant trust the one person i thought i could always rely on...... MY SELF! go figure. Anyway its just hard to let go and i know thats what im gonna have to do more sooner than later. People dont disapoint me anymore.... well i mean they let me down but when they do im not disapointed nor surprised just uterly confused as to why i didnt see it coming cuz u know they will never change.
Sry about that its Christmas and im rambling on about depressing shit! forgive me.
Yesterday totaly cheer'd my ass up! spent a good day with justin, and it only got better when it started to snow on us! Omg can u believe that happend? The worlds coming to and end! lol.
It was most def. fun playing in it though lol
Chris and Ashera are all moved in to there house its Oficial! yay
cant wait for them to throw a party!
welp im hungry time for some down home cookin
LOvE yAz *well most of u*
Melissa